KCON. okay, well, first things first, i obviously waited in line. IT WAS HORRIBLE. i mean, i met a lot of really cool people and i spazzed about kpop with them, BUT THE WAITING WAS SO LONG. first signs of kcon’s disorganization were shown there. i was in the VIP2 line, but the regular tickets were going in way faster than our line, which i found really dumb because i mean, i’m in the vip blah, so i’d expect for it to be pretty fast for us. but i guess not. so yeah, i was in there for around 2 hours, which i guess is okay compared to others or something. 

i remember while i was in line, i was like dying because i really wanted to see yoo seungwoo ( IN WHICH I DID LATER ONE HEHE ), but his talk was like at 1 and we were in line until like 1:10 or so. i was like panicking inside because i  couldn’t find panel 2 where he was at, so i was like frantically going around the whole convention lmao i eventually got separated from my friends, but i did find him! 

and oh my god he was freaking perfect, his perfection was like beyond words of description. he was so sweet and shy and really cute and also really awkward, but in a good way. but oh my god i’m dying. like, everything about him is freaking perfect. like i’m so done with that boy. but well, in the panel i saw him in, it was like a q&a as well as stuff about ssk4. 

BUT WAIT FOR THE BEST PART EVER IN MY FCKING LIFE. 

okay, so when it was time for him to leave, he just had to leave the panel and walk into the building. I WAS LIKE 2 ING FEET AWAY FROM HIM AND FOLLOWED HIM THERE. I FELT LIKE A SAESANG, BUT I REALLY WANTED TO BE CLOSE TO HIM LMFAO but it didn’t last for long because the building was really close by. i took a video, but it’s just of his back mostly and the sound of my manly screaming LOL 

okay, so after that…i believe i bought some merch. well, i went to the smtown panel and got a chanyeol and xiumin notebook (THEY RAN OUT OF KYUNGSOO NO), an exo wristband, and a circular exo fan. i also got the korean version of growl (they didn’t have m ;-;) and yoo seungwoo’s first album! which were sadly so very overpriced FREAKING 30 BUCKS EACH I’M CRYING  but it’s okay. it’s okay. 

um, i’m blanking out. OH WELL SKIPPING SOME OTHER STUFF THAT PROBABLY DOESN’T MATTER TO YOU GUYS, i saw this one group perform on the stage which i believe is called “after romeo” MAN THEY WERE Y-HAE. OH MY GOD AND THEIR DANCING WAS REALLY GOOD TOO. i have a crush on blake english, he is sooooo fine. 

but so after their little concert, after i had reunited with my friends beforehand, they left to buy some drinks, but i decided to stay. WHICH WAS PROBABLY THE BEST CHOICE I’VE EVER MADE IN MY WHOLE LIFETIME. like, i was just waiting there, doing nothing, i kind of wanted to leave after a while, but then i saw them put a chair and a low mike on the stage. 

and this usually means that a person with an instrument would be there. 

and of course

IT WAS YOO FCKING SEUNGWOO MY BABY BOY I’M SO DONE 

because a lot of people had left, i got to move to the front, AND I WAS IN THE FRONT ON THE LEFT IT WAS THE BEST VIEW EVER. the people with me were so sweet though! i wasn’t exactly in the front at first, but say “second row”, but once this one girl noticed how much i was fangirling over him, she told me to move up beside her and her friend which was the sweetest thing in the world. he performed hello, i’m yours by jason mraz, and two other songs that i sadly don’t know/ can’t remember the title of. 

BUT 

OH MY GLOB

i think i made him laugh, but i’m probably just being a noodle. okay, so basically the whole time he was on stage, he tried to speak in english. WHICH WAS REALLY GOOD ACTUALL. his sentences were a little broken because he paused to think of what to say, but that’s normal, so he gets an APPERUASEUUUUU (a plus lol but it looks like applesauce) but so like, he’d try to work on his english, but then he’d stop and giggle and everyone would giggle as well. and after a period of laughing and it was once again silent, i like blurted out to myself “you’re perfect omg” and i think he glanced at me (he was wearing sunglasses but his head turned) and i think he laughed again. not sure if i’m being derp, BUT I’M JUST GOING TO BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE I FREAKING LOVE HIM. but he was such a cutie, like i don’t even know. 

i sadly couldn’t stalk him this time because i lost him LMAO. but apparently later on, after i split up with my friends once again, THEY SAW HIM JUST WALKING NONCHALANT LIKE THROUGH THE CON AND NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE NOTICED ANDI ‘M LIKE WHHAAATTT 

okay, there’s a lot more that i could talk about, but i’m way too lazy and tired to so i’m going to bed lol gotta wake up at 4:30 to line up around 5 and then i need to line up for the concert. my friends are going to see henry while i stay in place, which is kind of sad because i also really like henry and really want to see him, but that’s okay because i’m going to do the B1A4 “What’s Happening” dance panel. OH AND I MISSED THE EXO GROWL ONE BECAUSE OF YOO SEUNGWOO LOL 

i have fancams, but i’m way too lazy to upload them, and they’re really broken because my phone freaked out. 

and oh, about the vouchers. i am really pissed because i didn’t get exo, or at least someone “worthy” enough to trade for exo. that sounds mean, but i’m not saying that other groups aren’t worthy and shizz, it’s just that i didn’t have the card that everyone else wanted for exo. AND IF SOMEONE DID HAVE EXO THEY’D HOLD IT CLOSE TO THEIR HEART. i’m probably going to cry a lot tomorrow, mostly because of exo and not being able to interact with them, but also because of the concert. defs going to cry then. 

well, it’s night times for me, so good morning because it’s 12:16 lol 

oh, and if any of you happen to be at kcon, we should totally meet up! meeting up with more friends is always lovely <3