Why does this boy have to be so adorable? Why do I have to like him so much?! CURSE YOU GONGCHANSIK. Curse that fact that your already going to college ...that college is EFFIN lucky...and the people there are EFFIN lucky...TT____TT

I guess...the only "chance" I would have is with Min Woo...GOODBYE GONGCHANSIK.

GC: Minyoung-ah! Aniyo!

MY: *tears* b-bwoh?

GC: I know I'm MUCH older than you...but ...but I...I...

MY: Just say it already!

GC: MINYOUNG I LOVE YOU.

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Ignore that...AIIIGGOOOOO.

Nope, there's no way I would leave Gongchan. Curse him! Why do I feel like I'm in love with him when he doesn't even know I exist?! I HATE BEING A FANGIRL. I wish I was a close friend of his...OR that GIRL that Gongchan had a crush on during middle school and that he thought about while he sang "O.K." 

I just came along his little speech during his birthday...and do you know what wierd? I started TEARING UP. WTF. I've never felt this ....affected before. Even with JONGHYUN! I'm sorry, Blingasaur...I love you...but that sad fact....is...I LOVE GONGCHAN MORE. TT_____TT

WHAT HAVE I DONE?!

...

WAIT.

NO.

MY: *glares at Gongchan* What have YOU done?!

GC: *holds up his hands like when those ppl surrender or watiber* I didn't do anything!

MY: WHAT?! Look what you've done to me! I'm...in love you with you...

GC: and THATS a BAD thing?!

MY: *looks down and mumbles* Yes...

GC: *rolls his eyes* Aigoo, what's wrong with you Minyounggie? Why is my little choding socute and naive?

MY: *glares* I'M NOT A CHODING!

GC: *suddenly pulls MY in for a hug* Ne, you aren't A choding. You're MY little choding...even though you're kinda tall.

MY: *rolls her eyes but hugs GC back* Sure...oppa.

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I feel so awkward. You people are reading this...

Oh!

Here's Gongchan's speech anyway:

Hello, I am Gongchan. Thank you for attending my 19th birthday party. I think I am a really happy person, to have spent my birthday with so many people, and received so many congratulations.
There are many things I want to say to the people here, and I will start with the member-hyungs.
Jinyoung hyung, Shinwoo hyung, Sandeul hyung and Baro hyung. I am really happy to be able to sing and dance with the hyungs. You are the hyungs who taught me how to shave my mustache. Things that I had not done alone before, I experienced them for the first time with hyungs. In future, even if there are any strange or frightening things that come to me, I will not be scared because I’m with the hyungs. To me, the hyungs are my pride and strength. I too, will become a younger brother that the hyungs can be proud of. I love you!
And to the parents I love, thank you so much for trusting in me, cheering quietly for me, so that I can do the things I want. Even though I left my parents’ side a little earlier than most of my friends, in order to not make them worry, I am working hard. So please do not worry. As compared to when I was by their side, I have grown a lot. I will definitely come a good man, and be a filial child.
And to the BANAs that I love! Thank you so much for the huge interest and generous love you’ve given us since debut. Because of you, I know I am able to stand here today. I am always worried about how I should thank everyone, and repay everyone’s love. There are many sides to myself that I have yet to show everyone, so please continue to look out for me in future. I will slowly reveal them, so that you all cannot go away.
I will never forget today. I love you.

That portion....just was awkward for me. Yeah, I know in the pre-debut pictures of Gongchan he has his mustache~ Aigoo...I AM SO EFFIN' HAPPY B1A4 TOLD HIM TO SHAVE IT. THANK YOU!!

MY: *hugs the 4 boys* GOMAWO OPPAS!

B1A...3 [XD] : *laughs* Welcome~

GC: You people are so mean TT____TT

It's so random~ 

Oh! 

And look at this :

See that smugy looking thingy? CNU's been teasing Baro that it's a ghost XD IT's so awkward...hahaha But I can't get over the fact that...IT MIGHT BE TRUE. I remember some wierd kpop ghost stories...but since this is "recording" I can't get the one about JONGHYUN out of my mind. I think Jonghyun was practicing some vocal stuff and he recorded himself. I think he was alone? Then when he listened to it, he heard a SCREAM. I heard this from one of my unnies back in 1st year...but I'm not sure ^^ hahaha 

Well, that's it for this blog!

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