November 11, 2011. 11/11/11. That magical date. I've been waiting for this since last school year. And up until now, I'm still waiting. So far, what I've been getting is a series of unfortunate events.

I didn't sleep last night so we can finish our song for the cheerdance. I was late in CAT, found out that the sleepless night was useless because the file got corrupted, got scolded by the discipline officer, and am now suffering with stinging wounds. To top it all off, my mother is staying with me tonight. Not that I don't like her. I actually like it that she's here. But I hate the fact that she came here to crush my hope, instead of giving me one. She didn't say anything mean or displeasurable but I was hurt because she said it in a way that makes me feel like she doesn't believe in me. And my family's support is the very thing that I need the most right now.

But the day's not over yet. I still have one and a half hour. I experienced something good today though. . . one thing. And maybe that was the miracle. My general weighted average is raised to 1.9 from 2.1. .I increased by 0.2 and that is already a big achievement. Even a 0.1 is very very hard earned. Still. I still believe that 11/11/11 still has something in store for me. And I'm wishing for that one thing to come true. And only a miracle could do that. So please, November 11, please help me.