Having been following Kpop for many (many) years, I've never thought that I would grow tired of it. 

Because I'm not- at least not of the music itself. Yup, today, I've decided to take a moment out of my still hectic life (I'm moving btw) and address recent (and frustrating) issues just to get it out of my chest. 

Did you see the statement from Inkigayo (or Sm Staffs, idk) banning k-exotics from participating in the audiences for the recordings? 

I've read many articles about it from many sources and I've learnt so many terribles things the k-fans have done. 

As a (huge) exotic myself, I have to admit that many k-fans (c-fans are even worse tbh) are just... crazy and upsetting. 

Seriously, I'm creeped out for life. 

This has done a really huge damage to not only the fandom's image, but EXO's as well. 

And now I just feel terribly sorry for the boys who must've really worked hard for their comebacks. 

I don't want to cuss or anything, but if there comes a day I would meet any of those k or c-fans, I will slap them into their right minds and just show them what kind of horrible things they've done that only ends up hurting the idols they love and cherish so much. 

Just- I don't even think I want to see them AT ALL. 

And this doesn't only apply to those exotics

I'm just growing tired of this huge mess

Scandals and issues

I don't care what's happening behind idols' closed doors

but I don't want to see them in public eyes

Kpop is turning into a hot mess like hollywood 

and I just

Idk

I feel like I'm really tired of all of this

I just don't want to be a part of any fandoms anymore

I definitely will continue to love and support the boys (exo) music

And I might still spazz over Kris (I don't think I'll stop, really) 

But I guess I'll move on like every others

I've never thought I would've said that; the phrase 'moving on from kpop' 

Whenever anyone here on aff makes a blog about how tired they're growing of kpop and that they're moving on and closing aff account and stuff

I just scoff and think that it'd never happen with me

But i guess things change

And don't worry, I'm not closing my account or anything (yet) 

But yeah, I guess what I'm trying to say is that kpop is getting really (for the umpteenth time) tiring (to me)