Okay, so, here I am, trying to be honest with my best friend, telling her that I think I

might be bi (you all probably didn't know this, either), and for the last few weeks, we haven't talked as much. So, I asked her if I did anything to upset her, and she mentioned how I wear black a lot and how I told her I thought I

might be gay (which I didn't say...I meant biual...there's a difference), and how it scared her how much I changed. 

At least she was honest with me. 

I hardly tell anyone about being bi-questioning because I've grown up in a very Christian environment my whole life, and do you know how much it stings to hear how gross gay people are from you friends and knowing it's probably got something tto do with the way we were raised, and then I know it'll filter down to "bi" people are "gross".

For once, I wanted someone to know the truth about me. 

But now I'm just afraid that I'm losing my best friend who, in the past, was there for me when no one else was.