tbvh
i recently discovered (actually just the night before) that i had bulimia when i was before AND I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS BAD AND IT WAS A DISORDER i mean my 'binges' were massive and all and i just thought i was "cheating" when i'd throw all of them up but yeah...
and all those times all i ever thought while i was telling myself (while i was clutching my tummy doing everything just to throw it all up) was...
"I just want to be beautiful."
sounds like a part from a fanfic or something but this is 100% legit i swear
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