I've laid off of aff for such a long time. Life happened. I'm years older now and its only been lately that I've had time to rediscover my interests. Interests being taoris, kaisoo and chanbaek. The fandom has evolved so much, such as these respective artists we've admired for such a long time. I've read, again, countless of fanfics to ease my mind. I remember summer of 2013 where I spent the entire break reading taoris and everything under wolfau post. Looking back, I swear I could reprimand myself for wasting so much hours achieving nothing. Quite frankly, I wasted a lot of time. But this was my safe heaven. 

It's sad how I no longer have friends here to keep in touch with. I'm not even sure someone reads this to any extent.

I've tried rereading my past works, maybe just maybe I could salvage some. I ended up cringing on all of them can you believe that! As much as I would want to gently lay down words and write the story I've made up on my mind: its different now. Now, years later, I'm aware of my own limitations. I'm aware that writing hasn't been my strongest suite. I've learned so much about myself. And so I ask: you? How have you been? What has been keeping you up lately? Are you checking up on your self throuhout this pandemic/quarantine? I'm wondering is there anyone out there who also feels just as dettached from being away from friends for such a long time?