Alright, so at the beginning of this week, the head dance teacher at my dance school asked me to work at a party she was throwing. This surprised me because there are so many other kids on our competition team that are there for longer hours than I am, and in front of everyone else, she asked ME to work for her. Naturally, I couldn't say no.

So tonight rolls by and I pull up to this gorgeous home...and 30+ children I have to watch -_-;

But that's beside the point. For a few hours I help with games and preparing food and such, and watching my brother (even though my mother was there with us), and my mom and I notice that there's a psychic doing readings upstairs in the loft area.

Now, I'm a fairweather believer in such things. I love to hear it, but I sometimes doubt psychic prowess. For the hell of it, I put my name on the list to be read, along with my mom, and continue to work the party.

By now the party is an hour overdue over, and I'm still cleaning up stuff for my teacher. Mom notices that the psychic is about to leave, so we bring her food even though we never got read. She offers to read us for bringing her a plate and we settle in together upstairs.

Now THIS is where some crazy stuff happens.

She asks me to cut a deck of cards and shuffle and stuff, then tells me to place my palm over the deck. She says to close my eyes, make a good wish, and go to a happy place. I'm sure you all know what I wished for. Just one chance to meet Zico. Nothing ty, nothing totally out there. Just one chance to see him one-on-one was all I asked for. And that image was enough to put me in a happy place. Then she officially begins.

She starts out with the standard "Oh, sweetheart, you're going to live a long life", which is awesome, because I want to live to be 105 (but that's another story). I nod and go along with it. "Hmm...over the past year, both you AND your mother have gone through health scares. But both of you are going to be fine, both by miracles." This part is true. I'll keep it brief. I have a hormonal imbalance that could have led to diabetes very easily and quickly - which for whatever reason it didn't. It should have, but it didn't. It also could have lead to my reproductive organs failing so that I couldn't have children. I've been diagnosed as being a perfectly healthy individual who will be able to have kids when the time comes. And as for my mother...well...she has pre-cancerous cysts in her reproductive organs, and she recently got surgery to correct an issue. She's doing fine also.

So now she has my attention.

"This past summer was horrible for you. Boring and all." YES. "But next summer things will change. They'll be better."

"You're the one to worry. You're smart, but you overwhelm yourself." Absolutely.

"I notice that over the past few years you've surrounded yourself amongst a newer group of friends" - Also true, because over the past few years, I've really grown close with Mickey and Lucy - "And you're much better off this way. You're much happier, and you know who you can trust. You have a friend who betrays this trust and is very gossipy" - Again, true, I have a friend to betray me (in some ways). "-And people confide in you all the time."

"And there's this one boy who just bothers the HELL out of you" - ARIZONA - "And he likes you. He acts immature and...tries to be gangster to impress you." He rights raps, people -_-; "He doesn't know how to get you to see him, so he tries to be bad to get your attention."

"I see you pursuing a musical career." Ge2TT, anyone? "And/or writing. You've recently started incorporating both into your life heavily." Yes, as leader of Ge2TT, I've also taken interest in writing the lyrics for our covers. I was quite happy to see that I will take this route professionally ^^

So we talk a little bit more, then we get to family and marriage.

"You'll have one marriage" - Mind you, I wish to find one man and stick with him for the rest of my life - "And you will put work before your love life, but for good reason. There's someone very close to you whom everyone speculates you will fall for, but you won't". Again, I'm intrigued. I have a very dear guy friend who liked me for the longest time. My family all believes that we will fall for each other and get married, but I don't feel that way about him, so for her to bring that up was a bit of a surprise. So we continue to talk about this love life when she suddenly stops and gets serious.

"...Who is this J?"

...

"Who?" I ask, turning my head.

"I'm getting a "J"...John...James- No, closer to John...but it's not something I can recognize."

...

That last sentence made me shiver. I urge her to go on.

"You haven't met him yet, but he will be the one you will have a strong emotional connection and relationship with."

...Kay, tell me more...?

Mom decides to speak up. "Is he going to be older?"

And the woman says, "I'd say around 2 years older, give or take."

Then suddenly my stomach lurches and I start to sweat.

Woo Jiho is 2 1/2 years older than me, and although I've never met him, the only way I'd meet him is through work.

No joke, I almost burst into tears in front of this woman. Call me freaking insane, but that's what I managed to piece together. Yes, I realize it was wishful thinking, but hell...quite a bit of what she said had me thinking that maybe things were possible.

So to push my luck, I ask, "So...what about this marriage with this guy? When will I...date?"

She smiles and calmly says "I can see you dating this boy in 2 years."

So if next summer things take off musically for Ge2TT, we'll train and debut and all...and who knows? More wishful thinking, but you have no idea how happy I was.

I told my theory to Umma on the way to the car afterwards. "Isn't that Zico guy older?" she asks. "He's 2 1/2 years older." And her response sounds just like Stan from South Park... "Holy , dude," XD ♥

So that was DG's irrelevant night~ ♥ Thanks for putting up with it!