I'm in GRIEF. . .

Ok so I’m not in a real good mood right now. I’m not angry but I feel a bit sad and depressed.

My great grandma passed away an hour or two ago. I am going to Wisconsin at this time, I'm not so sure what I'll be doing (funeral, visiting, etc.) I didn’t really get close to her or my great grandpa, but I knew them personally so it still hurts me to know that one’s passed away and the other has some sort of cancer. That’s right; my great grandpa has a cancer of some sort. I feel real bad that I didn’t rely pay much attention to them. They were really kind to me, but I never actually spent quality family time with them.

I feel like a failure that I couldn’t make great memories with them or for them & that I didn’t show them lots of affection like they have for me.

So, I'll try my best to do some productive work during my time of depression.

Thank you for undersanding and listening.

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--peperokiss #1 Oct 25, 2011 23:39:42

@tofuuchan: Thank you!

tofuuchan #2 Oct 25, 2011 23:36:15

Thank you so much for giving me a valuable lesson. I have 2 grandmas and 1 grandpa. I'm not really close with them, since we don't really have anything in common. My grandpa's mind is a little like a child's so I can't really talk to him. My grandmas always nag me to do this and that and that when they were my age, they were completely hardworking and all. I found it to be quite annoying. -_-;; But now, you've shown me your regretfulness and now I'm determined not to make the same mistake as you. Thank you so much.

And my condelences to your great grandma. May she rest in peace.

--peperokiss #3 Oct 25, 2011 23:09:48

@Yamasau: Thanks! I would if I could, but he moved with his family since he wants to be with them.

Yamasau #4 Oct 25, 2011 21:31:24

Unnie i've never had the feeling of losing someone but i was never close to my grandparents, considering that my grandpas both passes away before i was born and my grandma's don't really give a crap about me but even if you great grandma passed on talk to your great grandpa and make memories with him and talk about your great grandma with him. Make the most of your time with him!