hey guys look who's back.

well...remember how i said im happy again and im going to fix things?

...

AAHAHAH no. im depressed again. these thoughts are starting all over again. and it hurts. a lot.

so like...oh gosh i hope she doesnt see this but i ddnt go school yesterday and neither did another friend of mine. When school finished, i went on twitter and my bestfriend tweeted my friend that was away saying things like "I MISSED YOU" and "GET BETTER SOON!"...she ddnt really ask about me ):

then i tweeted saying i wont have bestfriends and THEN she tweeted me saying "are you okay? get better soon <3"

...

no "i missed you?"

WHY AM I EVEN WORKED UP OVER THIS!?

i really cant do this. im the stupidest person ever.

the world doesnt revolve around you anna. it bloody doesnt. get a life and grow up. im so stupid.

im sorry....why cant you forgive me?