I didn't know what YOU were going through. Didn't know what was on your mind. Yet I turned my back on you. I blamed you when I was the one at fault.

You seemed to have needed me. But instead of listening to you, I ran away. I AM a coward, huh? I'm sorry.

I blamed you for the very mistake that I made. I accused you of not being there for me when I needed you. But, right now.. I see your face in front of mine. You saw it all. My tear-stricken face. You sat by my side. You were there for me. You always were.

You were having trouble because of him and I just turned my back on you and told you to sort it out by yourself. Then, I accused you of the very crime I committed. Such a twisted mind I have, wouldn't you agree? kkk

I lost the moon while trying to count the stars. An infinite number of 'I'm sorry's can't erase the mistake that I've done. And only now, after approximately 2years and 5months 6months did I find out the truth about how I lost your trust.

I'm sorry. Are you reading this? Of course not. *chuckles.

I'm lightly smiling as I type this down. Does that mean I've been set free? But, you can't blame me if I still want to be friends with you and try to create that same bond we used to have (of course I try to imagine it but.. meh XD). I haven't had the chance to make it up to you.

To the guy you loved and who loved you, I give him my thanks. If it weren't for him, we wouldn't have been friends like that. We wouldn't have hung out like there was no tomorrow. We wouldn't have enjoyed the time we spent walking to the spot where you took your ride home and split up for our own homes.

Now, I'm getting curious. What happened to you guys? I wanna knoooww! >.< kkk

Anyway, you're living happily right now. He seems to be living happily right now too. I think I should too, right? I mean, it's okay with you right? kkk.

I hope someday when we happen to bump into each other, we could take the time to sit down and do some catching up. Maybe over a cup of coffee or whatever you prefer to drink :)