Ok so honestly speaking .. I'm very much annoyed lately .. There's this certain someone who keeps getting themselves involved in that has nothing to do w them .. I mean really if u wanna help and be a nice person don't bother others by saying stuff to both sides and get started between them and then go aroud and say that u hate ME .. How can u say stuff like that when u obviously don't know what the is happening in my ing life !! ... No one knows . No matter how much u say u understand u don't know .. Now matter how much u try to understand u never will .. Its not like I live here on AFF .. I have a very complicated and hard life to live w .. I don't need more stuff to hurt me or pain me anymore .. I deserve to be happy too !! Or don't I deserve it ?? .. Is it really meant for me to not live happily ?? Why can't I have at least one day of happiness ?? No matter where I go or who I meet I always get hurt .. I said I needed space so just ing give it to me .. I can't take my life anymore I need to breath .. Plz let me breath .. I need it .. I feel like dying