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L a y o u t b y x x F i c t i o n
The Anorexic Dancer
Do Kyungsoo/D.O
〈 EXOKRISTAO 〉 〈 JR.〉 〈 6 〉
❝ Byun Baek Hee ❞
we are a bit different
〈 BIRTH NAME 〉 [Byun] [BaekHee]
〈 ALIAS 〉 BaekHee
〈 AGE 〉 19
〈 DATE OF BIRTH 〉 29 August 1993
〈 ALIAS 〉 BaekHee
〈 AGE 〉 19
〈 DATE OF BIRTH 〉 29 August 1993
〈 PLOT LINE 〉 The Anorexic Dancer
〈 PERSONALITY 〉 She's an outgoing and fun person in the past. But, how bout now? She changed. She become more.. cold and distant. Now, She likes to give people her cold glare making all of them scared and think she is a freak. Because, she's so friendly in the past, i mean, how can people change 180? If people tries to talk to her, she always ignore them, making them hate her even more. They thought, she was becoming an arrogant andcocky girl. Well, people changed, but they didn't actually know the truth.
〈 PERSONALITY 〉 She's an outgoing and fun person in the past. But, how bout now? She changed. She become more.. cold and distant. Now, She likes to give people her cold glare making all of them scared and think she is a freak. Because, she's so friendly in the past, i mean, how can people change 180? If people tries to talk to her, she always ignore them, making them hate her even more. They thought, she was becoming an arrogant andcocky girl. Well, people changed, but they didn't actually know the truth.
She was lying, she was putting on a facade all this time. Yes, it hurts, but that's the truth. She was purposely distaning herself from the crowd of people. She didn't want any of them to know the truth, the truth about her sickening life. She was a really kind person that she keeps her distance from people just so her friends didn't know about her current situation. She didn't want to make them worry.
and she doesn't want a lot of people to take care of her just because of pity. She wants peoples to take care of her because they truly love her, like her (past) family of course, but then she realised, her family it's not even that loving anymore. She was madly depressed. Now, she doesn't have any friends nor family to love her and take care of her. She like to silently cries before she goes to sleep, thinking about her family that make her life change.
And it's hard for her to trust people. Because of the issue with her family.
〈 LIKES 〉
- Apples
- Ballad Songs
- Dancing (but sadly, she's not in a state to do that anymore)
- Watching dance competitions trough youtube
〈 DISLIKES 〉
- Eating , especially rice
- When people gave a spitiful remarks towards her
- Her father
- Crying in public
〈 PET PEEVES 〉
- When there's a kissing scenes in tv
- Bloods in a movie
- People who's eating while taking
〈 FEARS 〉
- Dark Places
- Being betrayed
- Storms and rain
- When people fought (it remids her of her mom and dad)
〈 HOBBIES 〉
- Searching people dancing on through youtube
- Studying (since she didn't have anything to do again)
- Drawing
- Baking cupcakes
〈 HABITS 〉
- Rubbing her nose when she's about to snezee
- Blinking her eyes more than it should when she's nervous
〈 TRIVIA 〉
- She haven't eat properly since like a long time ago
- Never had a boyfriend
- Apples are her favorite food to eat
- Even though she's an anorexic, she likes to bake.
〈 HISTORY 〉
She was a very outgoing person in the past. She was loved by everyone, all of people adore her because of her talent.But there's one problem. It's her family, She's the only child so she felt lonely sometimes, but that's not the problem. She had a not loving family. Her father lost his job, and get drunk. He began to fight with her mom and throw insults at her. Her mom depressed and so is her.
〈 KEY EVENT 〉
She started to starve herself because of her family. Her mom and dad often fought and BaekHee was really scared. Her mom told her that she's too tired to make dinner so that BaekHee should buy her own. But she choose not to, She didn't want to leave her mom at this state so she acompany her everyday. Unknown to her, her mom is becoming an anorexic. Her mom rarely eats or even drink. And BaekHee made a promise with herself, everytime her mom didn't eat she will not eat as well. Days after days her mom didn't eat anything and she followed. But she still feel hungry sometimes, so she grab an apple and eat it. But not much, maybe 1 or 2 a day. After the divorce of her mom and dad she started to eat properly again. But everytime she eats, she will throw out afterwards or getting a serious headache. She didn't told her mom though, but everytime they finished dinner BaekHee will throw everyting she ate.
Of course, Her mom too. But she was getting a lot of help from her friends and began to cure. But she doesn't know her daughter's state. After a few weeks she realised that her daughter didn't ate that much anymore and she grow suspicious. Then, she knew.. that her daughter is an anorexic like her too. But the difference is that BaekHee doesn't have any friends to help her. Baekhee can only depend to her mom who was an anorexic too ,and haven't cured.
〈 FRIENDS 〉
Victoria | F(x) |She didn't know about BaekHee Problems but she didn't hate her. She's a kind and loving person that also had a motherly feeling.
have, don't have
〈 ULZZANG 〉 Baek Su Min
〈 PICTURES 〉
〈 PICTURES 〉
〈 HEIGHT 〉 1.66 m
〈 WEIGHT 〉 92 pounds
〈 DESCRIPTION 〉
〈 WEIGHT 〉 92 pounds
〈 DESCRIPTION 〉
She used to have a chubby cheeks. But now her cheeks are gone. Her hair are black, long, and straight. She had a pale skin and big doe eyes. Her lips are not too thin but not too thick either. She had a perfect shaped nose and teeth. And she also had a really beautiful smile along with an eyesmile.
〈 STYLE 〉
She's pretty much a casual girl. Her favorite combination of clothes is T-Shirts/Sweaters with short pants. As for formal occasion, she preffered white dress. She doesn't really like strong colours like red and Hot pink. For sleeping, she likes to wear comfortable t-shirt and leggings or maybe sweatpants. Same when she's at home. But i think, she preffered sweater more than t-shirt. Because, wearing t-shirt will make her look so thin. But sweaters, it can hide her current body.
with laughs or with tears
〈 LOVE 〉 Do Kyungsoo/D.O
〈 CRUSHES 〉 Baekhyun [EXO]
〈 IDEAL TYPE 〉 She likes honest boys. The one that never tells her lies and cheats on her. Also, a boy who had a warming smile and heart. It calms her, you know. Hm, And if he can also cook and sing that's an addition. Overall, BaekHee likes boys who can do home chorses and took care of her. But she doesn't really like boys who was overprotective, she wants him to be um, not too overprotective? so it's also means that she didn't like boys who easily jealous. And also a boy who can comfort her and maybe, make her change.
〈 ADDITIONAL DETAILS 〉 Um just a few detail. 1. It's hard for her to trust people because of her father. Her father lived with her for years and yet he betrayed her. 2. same with the fear of being betrayed. 3.She had a lot of friends in the past but because of her changing in the attitude, they began to leave her, Except Victoria. 4. Her mom is still an anorexic, but she can still eat, different from BaekHee who can't eat anything. 4. But Baekhee is also keeping her distance from Victoria
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〈 COMMENTS 〉 ILOVEYOURIDEAAAANOREULSARANGHAE<3. anyway you can try to read this by listening to Kelly clarkson's - Because of you :)
〈 SUGGESTIONS 〉 LOTS OF DRAMAAAAAA and angst BUT HAPPY ENDINGGGGGGGGGGG XD Can i have a scene request? i want Kyungsoo to cook for her and feed her with foods, you know, trying to change her current state
〈 SUGGESTIONS 〉 LOTS OF DRAMAAAAAA and angst BUT HAPPY ENDINGGGGGGGGGGG XD Can i have a scene request? i want Kyungsoo to cook for her and feed her with foods, you know, trying to change her current state
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