Hello, my wonderful readers. <3

ah, you noticed I sound a little different from last time? To be honest I've had a change of character. Whilst fiddling among the broasted chicken and french fries at my job (LOL best job ever, seriously teen top, no worries about that perfume) i have decided that everything i do from now on is for ME.

I'm not going to spend every damn hour of the day worrying about what other people have going wrong. you know? it's a waste of time. if they don't want to talk to me, if they don't want to share their problems, that's fine. that's their choice. my choice is to it up and move along. the only person who can help me right now is me.

Perhaps why i've lost friends in the past is reliant on the fact that I care too MUCH about others- sure it's great to worry about your friends and be concerned, but to spend every hour of the day thinking about it? it's too much guys. therefore, I am promising to all of you and to myself publically that the things I do now will be to improve myself, to heal myself, and to make sure that I am okay before i attempt to tackle some other big problem. because if i don't have a clear head...well, you know how THAT goes, i'm sure.

really, i feel a bit selfish for saying this. but i need to make sure that i'm okay this summer <3 i'd appreciate any comments, any messages, anything for you guys :) <3 i need to be at my best so i can help others be at their best, too.

anyways.....
let's see here.
I have a new Teen Top story (IT'S NOT A OMG FOR REALZ GUYS HOLY CRAP RIGHT) that i'm thinking about posting. Let me know thoughts.
I'm working on "I'm Too Hot" as my new Soo .
I have a request in for a Dongho - any ideas? Seriously, he was so hard to write....you guys must have thought I did well. haha xD
I have some bad Chunji condition, but I no longer care. ROLL WITH THE PUNCHES, NA MEAN? 'Specially DAT LEE CHANHEE <3 (i have no regrets. "except garfield" - LOL Zombieland quote you're all welcome.)

Please enjoy these y Chunji gifs.
<3,
ShinSoohyun_