okay, so.. its about kiss..

hahahaha.. *awkward*

well, today, i got my first *ehm* kiss *ehm*

and my first kiss with someone thats NOT my boyfriend,,

shocked ? well, me too.. ._.

how ? well, today i went to swimming pool with my friends, we went there together..

and then, he just ask me like "have you kiss someone ?"

and then I said "No, why ?"

"Nothing" he answered

"Why ? aishh, tell me !"

"yah, I said nothing, right ?"

"ahh.. whatever"

and then, when I turn my face to look at him, suddenly he kiss me !! on my lips !! 

I just shut my eyes and froze on my spot like statue

and then bla...bla..bla..

aahh.. its so embarrassing, 

well, i just think 'oh, he kiss me ? well, its okay if he kiss me just once, no one know, and he not know too, right?'

but...

he kiss me twice.. 

the second kiss is when we at shower (the shower is outside)

and the second kiss, he my lips.. 

huuwaaaaa.... >////<

how can I so careless ??? 

but, my heart beat so fast !! ugghhh... i feel bad for my boyfriend, he never kiss me before !!!

huwaaa.... TToTT

what should I do ???

P.S. dont get me wrong guys, I just like to share my private life in here, because no one know me, and I can be myself