Alright, y'all know about my admiration for Zico. I mean, hell, not gonna lie and say that I don't advertise it...he's all over my freaking wall. But I'm not gonna post on someone's wall about how much I adore him. I know my limits, and to be frank, I know most of the world doesn't give a damn.

But about five minutes ago something happened to me. I went on allkpop like I normally do, and I see a story saying that this rapper, i11evn (pronounced like the # 11) came out with the song "Mic Ceremony" featuring Zico.

So like a normal Zicova, I hurry my to youtube to search for the song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNqCK1BG1-c

^That's the song, for those of you who couldn't figure it out.

Well, I watched it. Then it gets to the part where Zico comes in.

No freaking joke, I keyboard smashed. And not figuratively. I legitimately keyboard smashed to the point where I thought I was going to break something.

I freaking SHRIEKED like a girl. I'm a tomboy...I don't make shrill noises.

What the hell happened to me to convert me from a calm, understanding admirer into a total squealing, hyped up fangirl in her glory?????

I don't like feeling so jittery and flush just because I saw Zico. Just because he freaking blew me away with his amazing swag factor and skills with words. Or his freaking GORGEOUS face and body...dammit, even his "I don't give a ing-" .

Like, seriously??? I've never been this kind of fan before >///< It's legitimately embarrassing to say that Woo Jiho made me blush.

It's just...I CAN'T EVEN. HIS FACTOR IS BEYOND INCREDIBLE AND HE'S ONE OF THE MOST TALENTED IDOLS OUT THERE.

>///<

I'll try to tone it down a bit...that sweatshirt made him look even hotter, if it's possible. His flow only seems to improve. I bet he wrote the rap himself-

WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDING??? I CAN'T EVEN HANDLE IT!!!!!!!!!!

>///< Grah, how the hell can some of you handle this kind of torture??? I'm not even joking, if I met him in the fangirlish state of mind I'm currently in, I'd legit...ravage the hell out of him. And I NEVER would dream of doing such a thing. That's how bad this fangirl attack is.

I bet I'm being ridiculous. I don't want to be the fan to be like "I LOVE YOU- DO ME!!!" But I'm at the fangirling point of jumping on my bed and wanting to scream out my window "I LOVE WOO JIHO!!!"

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Aish, I'm still blushing, but the more I type, the more calm I manage to get. And I guarantee Sharona's gonna torture the hell out of me for a blog like this. Because she puts up with all my crazed Zicova-ness. But I can't help it. I guess this was more of an innermost fangirl that just had to come out at some point.

So let's just reestablish myself here...I'm DragonG. I'm known for my adorable fangirling and my sincere admiration for idols. I would never under any circumstances force myself upon an idol, no matter how extreme my fangirling got. I have three ultimate biases that I would love to meet and express my admiration of them. Zico just happens to be dominating my brain lately.

And regarding him, I love him. I freaking love him...damn right, I said it. I LOVE HIM. But I would never lay a hand on him...unless he started it first ;) But that's not my point. What I'm saying is I have WAY too much respect for the artist known as Zico to even want to do something so...vulgar. For me to say that in my current state of mind I would is ludicrous, but everyone has their moments of no composure. Once again...I admire, respect, adore, revere, praise, worship, LOVE Woo Jiho. It's wrong of me to say that I would ravage him if given the chance right now. But 's not even funny with my obsession with him anymore >///<

Blah...as he says in the song..."I'm done". XD

So yeah, thanks for putting up with my senseless babble to calm myself down. I just REALLY didn't like the feeling of not being in control of my obsession >///<