It was fine at first but getting worse as it goes on. 

I was okay with it because i trust you.

Seeing how you enjoy her company.

Watching yous do stuff we never did.

And I think we'll never do.

I like you. I love you. That's for sure.

And I know you feel the same way too.

But it makes me wonder why..

Why do you have to find someone else when you have me?

Why be with her too?

Why not me? Just me.

It's not real you say.

But the way you show it; makes me think the otherwise.

I trust you. I do.

But sometimes when the heart aches.

You don't know how to believe.

Even if you want to.

Even if you need to.

It's there right in front you.

And it hurts.

It hurts.