Coming Out

Well, it all started from me being a curious, yet not fully innocent child growing into a hormonal teenager. I started questioning my own uality, and I called myself bi-curious. Like which girl calls another girl hot, checks out another girl and finds girls appealing ually? Lol, me. And lots others that aren't straight. I've been nervous over this, I've been researching, it's been getting clear. I wondered if I was biual. Well, I could be, with some extra preferences. But I noticed, I could care less if that "male" was actually a female underneath their appearance, vice versa. I find androgynous people attractive too, I wouldn't care about their gender anyway. So I concluded, I'm probably panual. But I am not coming out to anyone that's not accepting of gay rights. My mom is neutral about it, but I will not tell my parents. They are Muslims. And homouality is a sin, I'm going to Hell right? I am not even interested in having . My body wants it, I'm erted as fuc* but I find gross, disgusting and not romantic if I was to do it. 

I sense some people are probably judging me already, reading this post. (: It's okay, I don't give a damn about your ignorant, intolerant opinions if you have any. Don't comment unless you're going to be supportive. 

So, anyone have issues with this too? If you're gay/lesbian/biual/etc, have you came out yet? 

Btw, I have a girlfriend. I love her so muchieeee~ <3

She's someone I met from here. Long distance, woo! 

 

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203693
#1
I'm still getting to learn more about myself. So, until then...I'll tell you about it!

And I understand what you mean about , but if I really love someone and want to do it because I love them. I would call it making love to them since I care about them and not because of many needs.
Berry-tan #2
Well, i still havent came out yet but i'm still figuring myself out. I am a muslim too, but i dont know. Will i go to hell? I dont know, but i guess i'm panual? So you didn't tell your parents? Cool, i could never keep anything from them. Almost anything. But i dont know how to come out, my mom..might even leave me? Thats my worst nightmare, mom discovering all my gxg and bxb things and saying that i'm out of the family. I just couldnt even talk to her about it and.. Like, i do have 2 crushes, a girl and a boy. I can't figure out whether i like the boy more or girl more. .-. Please help me?
LucyIncredible
#3
This is cute!
^^
Woo~