A word to the wise people of AFF....

Best Friends Never Last. 

I can hear you guys deming it. "No way we can't be friends anymore! Not ever." I can hear you say. Well, me and my so-called 'bestfriend' has been buddies since Kindergarten.  Not anymore. We had our small fights and didn’t talk to each other for a while, but that’s how you build a healthy relationship, right? I thought so to. I’m so done with her. She always kept thinking she’s better than me, when she wasn’t smart at all. My MSP scores were always higher then hers. She comes to my house all the time, while I never step foot in hers for the past 12 years. I’m 14, btw. She said so because her mom’s living with her parents and they don’t want any of her friends in.

Lies, her grandparents love me. They said so there self, plus they invited me in all the time, but she said we had to leave. Bull. We would go to McDonalds at least once or so a week. I always paided. Always. She said she couldn’t because her grandparents get mad at her because she had to bring back money to her grandparents…. I did too. I risked getting in trouble so both of us could get a little snack…

You want to see how the dumb story of us ending happened? She texted me.

“Come to the park.” -Her

“Why? :3” - Me

“It’s warm and there’s a lot of people and I wanna hang out and Kiani wants to.”

“I can’t. I’m at my friend Kevins.”

“Lies.”

I send her a picture with Kevin and my friend Travis hugging each other every so cutely, but the quality was kind bad cause my cameras been acting up lately.

“I think it’s funny how you got that off the internet.”

“Really? -_-“

“I do. I know that’s off the Internet cause of the quality on my iPod if different if the picture is off the Internet.”

She has the new iPod and I still have the old iPod kind and we’re texting off Wifi.

“You know what. Believe what you want. My iPod at taking pictures and you know that. I’m at my friends Kevin’s, You don’t believe me, then don’t. I don’t have to prove myself to you.”

We had a fight yesterday about how I so-called can’t text right and she can’t understand me. If you comment and is curious, I’ll post it…

“Yeah I know. The internet proved it. People have the same iPod as u. They send pictures all the time, I know the difference. And idc if you’re at your friend’s house. I just wanted to go to the park -_-“

“ Like I said. I don’t have to prove myself to you. Thank you for not believing your bestfrined. Having fun with Kiani, I’m not stopping you.”

“I never said you had to prove yourself . And whatever if you’re at your friend’s house, like I said I just wanted to go to the park…. And stop turning something small into a problem…

“Are you for real? Really? Wowwww you’re dumb. I said,” I can’t. I’m at a friend’s house.” But no. You had to say I’m lying. So I took a picture, yet you still say I’m lying. Everything would’ve been fine if you said,” Okay. Have fun! I’m going to the park see you later!” Like a decent human being would say, but I guess you’re not like that are you?”

“Don’t piss me off again. Get off your ing period. … Kay? I just said that *from the quality of the picture on my iPod* that the picture was off the internet. No one said you’re lying! Your turning into Felicia and turning stupid into a problem that seem like the end of the world. You have been acting like this for a while and I never said anything, but your are really becoming rude. You think everything I do is stupid or I have,” Downsyndrome.” Which can be offensive, but you haven’t realized that. You think I know everything. Not true. And neither does no one else. I never doubted you weren’t at your friend’s house and you never had to send a picture. But you made that choice. Not me. I just questioned you on it. Everyt time you tell at me or call me something offencisce I just lite it go, like I do everything else. And it’s tiring… My text never ment to go that way either, but you turned it into that. Yeah I guess I will have fun with Kiani, but you take things way to far and get mad at the littlest things. You don’t have to take that out on me either. Cause it’s unnecessary.”

“Are you for real?  I wish you could hear yourself. You just said you never doubted me, yet you still say I’m lying. How the did UI just get that off the internet when I’m here with them right now and send it instantly. Really I’m on my period? I just defended myself from you calling me a liar like you always do. Always. I’m Felicia? I love it how your trying to pin this all on me with you’re the one that started it. If you can’t realize what you’ve started then I guess you do have that much downsydome.”

“You are so ing retarded. This all ing started because I said,” come to the park.” NO ONE CALLING U A ING LIAR . And no. You ing started it. And stop telling people they have downsyndrome is you. And I never call you a liar you take things way to ing far. Like seriously. I’m turning off my Ipod because you can’t grow up and learn when to stop. Thanks for running my spring break. Now I know how summer feels. I’m done bye.”

“Really? Wow. I guess I should tell you what you send me all the time,” Re-Read.” You clearly don’t understand anything.”

“IM SO ING DONE WITH THIS , AN NO U DON’T IN. LEARN ANYTHING AND YOU DON’T KNOW… . I SHOULD THROW A ING DICTIONARY AT YOUR SMALL HEAD OR A ING PIT A MEGA PHONE IN YOUR EAR SO YOU CAN HEAR . STOP ACTING ALL BIG AND BAD CUASE YOUR REALLY NOT. I’VE STUCK UP FOR YOU SO MANY TIMES… NOW IM QUESTIONING WHY I EVEN DO IT. YOU. ARE. RETARDED. And idgaf if you think I’m dumb cause you’re are the only one that thinks that.”

“To recall, I have never once seen you stick up for me. I don’t remember once. That fight with summer, you just said some stupid that didn’t benefit anyone. As always, you think your superior then me. The do you mean I need a dictionary or mega phone with me? Haaa one: I don’t need to hear the things I am saying, plus you ignoramus I don’t need to hear anything since I’m reading it. As if I act all big and bad, to my understanding, you only know how I act in school and at home. Please don’t say you know me. Your no someone I can trust with my secrets. By the way, I wish you can learn how childish you are being.”

She never replied after that. I’m like Key, in my opian. I say what’s on my mind which may sometimes come off as rude. Since she was my bestfriend, I thought she knew my true intentions. Please hope your best friend will never leave you…