Listen . Just because we share a room and youre older than me, doesnt give you a right to act like a goddamn dictator. I got yelled at for YOUR mess. I didnt complain or tell her to yell at you because it was your mess. I was kind and let you have some time eith your boyfrirnd while I cleaned YOUR mess. And when i am tired and want to sleep and decide to change my clothes while your boyfriend is here, isnt it obvious that i would lock the goddamn door? THINK ABOUT IT. YOU CLOSE THE DOOR WHENEVER YOU NEED TO CHANGE AND HE'S HERE AN SOMETIMES YOU LOCK ME OUT BUT I DONT GET PISSED AT YOU AND YELL AT YOU. You have no right to do that to me. What? Do you think i am a who wants her sister'd boyfriend to see me basically ? IM NOT. Hell, he comes into OUR room all the time and you act like its not even mine. You act like everything is YOURS. I know that the reason you act that way is because before you were treated as a freaking princess who got whatever she wanted whenever she wanted. But hell, YOURE NOT A FREAKING PRINCESS. I WILL NOT TREAT YOU LIKE YOU ARE ROYALTY BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT. WE ARE EQUAL. EQUAL. You are not better than me. I am not better than you. Stop acting like a high and mighty princess because behind your pretty face that seems kind is a spoiled brat. DONT ACT LIKE YOU OWN ME. YOU DONT. Trust me. I know that i'm the first to Ever challenge you. You never get punished. You never get in trouble. You never get yelled at. I know. No one objects to what the 'princess' wants. Until now. I will not sit and act like your slave and you because i'm not. And dont you DARE cry saying 'i wanna go home' and 'i need personal space' huhu . I'm crying.. Thats such a terrible sob story you have there. You know. I couldve been a and told you to clean all of your just because i feel like a bomb is exploding in my stomach and intestines but no . Im the nice sister and cleaned it for you. Go ahead . Try to turn dad against me. He's the only one that is willing to give in to the monster you have become. I know that it will hurt dad more if his 'little princess' hates him and is mad at him so i'm not going to fight you. I will let you make him think i am a and a horrible rude girl. But im only letting this happen because i know it will hurt him less than it would if you got mad at him. Hell, he probably believes everything you say anyways. I have spent maybe two years out of my fourteen years and seven months of life with him while you spent 20 of your 20 years and three months of life. He would believe you over me in a heartbeat. I have covered for you thousands of times when you couldve gotten in trouble with mom. I could have exposed you so many times, but i didnt. If this is what i get for having your back, i dont want to be there for you anymore. I thought things were going to get better when you got here, but i was wrong. My life turned into a LIVING HELL when you got here. It has always been THE KAREN SHOW around here instead of THE FAMILY SHOW or THE FAMILY LOVE SHOW. I HATE YOU. You always find a way to put me down in some way. What have i ever done to you? Love you? Treat you like royalty? Been a kind sister? Been the sister that reliable isntead of a brat that tells on you for the stupidest things? Miss you? I spent basically all of my life getting stronger because of all the moments when i NEEDED You and you WERENT here. I didnt blame you. It wasnt your fault at the time. You dont vwn know about the nights i spent crying myself to sleep because i felt out of place because i didnt have youchere when i needed you. I thought you were going to be there for me so that those nights wouldnt happen anymore. I used to cry all night because i didnt have anyone to talk to. Turns out i was wrong. Those nights still happen. But now, they only occur because of what you say to me on a daily basis. I dreamed of an ideal sister, the sister i thought you were. But that isnt you. I just hate how i always turn you into that person again even after youve proven to me that she isnt you. And all it does it bring more and more disappointment.