sighs~ Today I would say is a tough day for mi.. So many things had crazily happened... Firstly: My Donghae oppa's new hairstyle... No offense to other Hae fans out there but seriously and honestly speaking... I don't like that hairstyle... Secondly: SS5... I saw quite a number of fancams that was uploaded to Youtube... And again... Honestly speaking... I have no idea why they had to make quite a few performance so y till the extent I find it a bit offensive??? Third thing follows with the second one: Indecisive Me. Like I mentioned above... I find some of the performances in SS5 bit too offensive... And now... I don't know if I should get tickets to it. And to add on, I saw the song list and it didn't really spark much interest in me... Ottoke?! I really was expecting this concert cause my parents promised to let me go... Now seeing all this... I'm in a debate with myself... Lastly: Yesung oppa... Like I mentioned, I watch quite a number of fancam and stuff of Ss5 already and I can't help but to notice how upset or bad Yesung was looking... At first I thought it was because he was injured or something and that's why he's feeling down... But just now... I saw rumors of him getting enlisted soon... Wtf?! It's like so sudden and like I said... It's a rumor... But I still can't deny the fact that yes it's his turn to be preparing for enlistment. But does it have to be so sudden?! I wanna see him for SS5 if I really choose to go... Aish!!! Why must so many things pop out of nowhere today?! Makes me feel so upset... Ps:to those who read this... I'm really sorry for this long chain of complaints and babbering... I just need a place to 'vomit' them... Pls forgive this recently over stressed being...