I feel so bad right now . I'm sitting in the oFfice with my head hurting and my stomache hurts too , my whole body feels like collapsing in any minute I hate him , I wish he would just die .. I know some people think that its stupid for me to talk about my personal proplems like this on puplic but I have no one to talk to . No one to rely on and I'm so hard right now I just want. Someone to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be fine My father is an abusing bastard .he always hits us and swear at us and yesterday he hit my little sister with a bottle of perfume on her head and blood was streaming down her face and... God I don't even remember what happened .. All I remember is him shouting at us for no reason what so ever and the next thing I know my sis was lying down on the floor with him kicking her Then I took her to my room and ... Thets when she lost it and started cursing him saying that she hates him and that she wish he would just die and .. The busted her head open .. He even ing kept hitting her saying that she caused this to her self He's even still cursine us up untill this morning saying that we are the one at mistake and that he didn't do anything wrong My sis can't even walk .. He just left us there and went out to his friends .. I feel bad .. I can't protect my sisters , I can't protect my mom I can't protect anyone .. I'm too weak and I hate myself for this .. My mom , my two sisters .. They were all beaten up and I couldn't do anything about it .. I need someone .. Anyone .. My uncle came afterwords but he can't do nothing he just took my sisters out to the hospital and I stayed with my mom at home My uncle is my father's brother and he STILL can't do anything .. When will this ever stop . I want it to stop I want to protect my family I want them to be safe but I can't .. Why can't I be stronger .. I havnt slept all night long I feel like dying He keeps thretning to kill us with his gun and I wish he would just do it .. I wish he would just kill us .. Kill my sisters first just so I can make sure thet they did die and they won't have to suffer anymore .. I don't mind watching them die I just want them to be at rest .. I'm sorry I know this has nothing to do with u but I feel bad and I need someone to talk to and I have no one .. Noe one at all and it hurts it hursts it hurts so much .. Everything hurts I'm sorry I'm so sorry