Hi duuur, long time no post. I bet you can guess why I'm back. Im pissed. Im so sick of life as it is. I know we should appreciate life as it is but I'm seriously done. it. I'm such a melodramatic emotional wreck and this ship is sinking, FAST. I know it's childish but idgaf. I really hate when a guy goes "We're bestfriends babe." Then next minute. *UPDATES FACEBOOK STATUS * "Looking for girl bestfriends. Any takers." The . WHAT THE ? WHY? YOU DID NOT JUST DO THAT. I hope your not allergic to nuts, because I'm about to kick them to your throat. IT pisses me that people can be so unfaithful. I guess it's because I put more into a friendship than other people do and when they can't put that effort in that I put in it makes me angry. I can get clingy and jealous but not like that. I'm the kind that doesn't say anything but mentally takes everything in until I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown. And this isn't the first time that's why I'm so angry. I should be an actor because this act is going so damn well. Paradox emotions everyday. EUGH, GOD DAMN PEOPLE MAKE ME GRRR. I Don't think I'm that mad at the issue. I think it's just the pent up feelings seeping out. *Must hold in* Ah, I need a companion. I need a ranting buddy... Argh I really want to explode. I'm reaching my limit. I want a new start. Bleh. I need a cure. Comfort food isn't working. God please feel free to come along and fix my life. Sincerely another teenager with average problems.