I wish that my parents would understand that stuff like this:

is the reason why I am still here.

Music - and what I know about the people - what they do - makes me hang on. They are my lifeline, even if they don’t know that.

Super Junior made their way straight into my heart and even if they don’t even know that I exist, I feel like they are always by my side.

When I got to know them better I suddenly knew what it’s like to be a fan. A REAL fan. An Ever Lasting Friend.

You might call me crazy for being so unrealistic, but they said that Super Junior and E.L.F are one. We are one.

E.L.F will always protect Super Junior and Super Junior will always protect the E.L.F.

I am so grateful about what I have experienced since I got into K-Pop and especially Super Junior. I met the most wonderful people and I fell in love with an wonderful man.

Not the romantic, ual kind of love. No, the love where you know that whatever happens he will always be there and the way his character is will always be my guidance.

I wish that some day my parents will realize that even though they might not understand the way I feel, that this is important to me. That this is part of my life and I need it to keep going.

Thank you. Thank you, my friends. Thank you, my best friend. Thank you Super Junior. Thank you, Kim Heechul. For being there when I feel lost and without hope.

I couldn’t make it without you all.