it was hard trying to talk to the guy I like, on Facebook. It's scary because I start panicking, I start worrying, and my hearts beating like crazy. Gosh, love is a strange word to say, but he's my crush. The sad part is that we barely talk these days, it's kind of heart breaking. I just want summer to come so we can talk like the beginning of th school year. 

What is this doing to me? 

I have a bajillion boyfriends in Korea. I'm like cheating on them for my crushie. Or cheating on my crush with those cute guys in kpop.