Something's telling me...or at least nagging me that I don't deserve a happy life since most of my ed relatives ing love abusing their power over my generation I mean what the ?? Even my of a mother that ran off on us comes back hears about my boyfriend and says I can't have one and that she has a fiance picked out for me screw that I choose who to be with and I'm hating on my life and family hardcore right now I seriously DO NOT want to talk about it -.-