Bad Things Just Keep Happening To Me 。・゚゚・(┬┬_┬┬)・゚゚・。 And I'm Starting to Think I Deserve It
play this while reading it'll make some sense
some things have happened in the past two days that have gotten me plunging back into my sad depressed state
My Cousin Rin is in the E.R. for a Stab wound, Our Maknae got caught in the middle trying to help her out of it getting a few cuts and wounds (damn bugglar broke into our house thinking it was empty)
My Dad passed away after My Older Brother from Shock the last night after walking out on me when i needed him the most since Rin and Shiro are in the hospital
My Mom ran off to who knows where blaming me for everything
I started cutting again and i feel on the edge on insanity about to lose myself
(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)(T-T)
why can't things go right and good for me for once i'm still getting over my hyung's death and i'm starting to wonder if i should just up and quit aff i know it's crazy when i love writing but i can't help but want to die...
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