Okay so remember the Tumblr post I made? (http://eonjongki.tumblr.com/tagged/jongkey)

Why I felt that I might understand Jonghyun is because as I was rewatching the old videos again and again, suddenly my heart starting pumping real fast, suddenly my brain recognised something familiar. I almost cried thinking of my past 'cause of its bad ending lmao OTL. I was intending to find a cute video to do an analysation on for my mystery-jongkey blog, but instead, I shocked myself with the theory I felt might be it (no bashing! It's just my guts and instinct xD)

So in my opinion, the cause of it all is our one and only dino, Kim Jonghyun.. the more I think about it, he might have been the same as me, except the fact that he loves skinships.

There was once, I met this junior of mine, and it suddenly clicked on me, thinking "I definitely want to be her best friend!" for no apparent reason! So from there, I did stuffs that I didn't knew I could. Its like I couldn't afford to be all shy around her. I wanted her to be my close friend. So I did everything wthin my might. I got really friendly, tried to make her smile, laugh. Almost 24/7 I wanted to be in contact with her, like communications and all.

So back to our precious Kim Jonghyun, I kinda felt that he goes through the same thing. When he sees pretty Kibum, he felt the need and the want to be close to him, for no apparent reason. He just wants to be special in Key's life. To be that bestfriend that Key would think of if anyone talked about friendship. Plus he reaaally loves skinship, so that explains why he's really touchy with Key. And at first, it was Jonghyun who was touchy with Key, from what I saw though.. so relating it to me, I think Jjong felt the same as I do. You get what I mean? Just like me, Jjong felt the need to always be with Key, just because. And he thought it's normal, and I think he is oblivious to what he's feeling. Like me too, at first I really didn't knew that I actually had feelings for her, not just friendship feelings.

Okay so after I succeeded in being a really close friend to her, I was too happy, really! Everytime at night, I'd praise myself for making the 'first' move. And yes, during that point of time, everytime I would think of how meeting her was the luckiest day in my life! Literally! I couldn't stop smiling, and kept thinking of how she's more comfortable with me now! It felt like a bliss. And still, during this point of time, I was still oblivious towards my feelings...

Same goes towards our puppy here. He must've been so oblivious towards his feelings.. he was too happy, and during some period, we could see how Key started being touchy too right? That must've been the point where Jjong successfully made Key be comfortable with him. You could see how there was no restrictions, like no hesitations at all when they were interacting with each other. Both of them thought it was just a really close best friend bond. Both of them were happy!

So I really think this is what that might have been the start of something that had stirred a confusion for poor Kim Kibum, which I will continue explaining in part 2 soon! Thanks for reading!

Part two! http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/459674