Jin Tae/ 2:20am/Feb 16, 2013

I am not at ease, will you just this once hold me and tell me everything will be alright?

If you plan to tell me that please don't let it be a lie...it would hurt to feel safe and know you are in danger.

Kiss me, kiss my lips; this feeling of intimacy makes me believe that everything in this world is good.

The clouds become cotton candy, the rain becomes a soothing shower, the lightning becomes the flash to a picture and the roaring thunder becomes booming music.

Embrace me, embrace my soul; what do you see? am i still alive or am i somewhere among the dead looking to be discovered?

am i in heaven, am i in hell, do i wander the earth at all?

your kiss, your embrace; it fills me with confusion and wonder of so much more.

your kiss is soft and loving yet hurtful and scaring

your embrace is comforting and caring yet suffocating and uncomfortable.

will everything really be okay with you?; can i fall into your arms and know that i will survive the next day back into them?

or will everything be dangerous?; you'll hold me and never really be the one i can depend on when i fall.

everything is being taken from me am i a danger to myself or are these things a danger to me?

these questions are hurting my head! I no longer want to overanalyze anymore.

I am not at ease, will you just this once hold me and tell me everything will be alright?

If you plan to tell me that please don't let it be a lie...it would hurt to feel safe and know you are in danger.

Kiss me, Kiss my lips; though they burn and blister mine this feeling of intimacy makes me believe that everythin in this world is good.

The clouds become cotton candy, the rain becomes a soothing shower, the lightning becomes the flash to a picture and the roaring thunder becomes booming music.

Embrace me, embrace my soul; though it is suffocating and agressive, what do you see? am i still alive or am i somewhere among the dead looking to be discovered?

am i in heaven, am i in hell, do i wander the earth at all?

your kiss, your embrace; it fills me with confusion and wonder of so much more.

your kiss is soft and loving yet hurtful and scaring

your embrace is comforting and caring yet suffocating and uncomfortable.

will everything really be okay with you?; can i fall into your arms and know that i will survive the next day back into them?

or will everything be dangerous?; you'll hold me and never really be the one i can depend on when i fall.

Jin Tae/2:40am/Feb 16, 2013