Hello friends! OMG... I really want to tell you guys that I miss y'all.... I really need you guys right.. Please 10000x come to the chatroom whenever you guys free... I miss chatting with guys. I need you guys to cheer me up.. I want talk to you guys about nonsense things.. about things that not important.. things that seems small but it always makes us laugh.

I miss you guys... Please come back.. to the old AFF's users... that know me.. please come back... I need you guys... to entertain me, to make forget the bad things happened, to make me happy like I used too... Everyday I wish all of you comeback to this site and we will chatt like we used to.. but I know, everyone move on with their lives... But I will never give up on hoping..

[ I don't want to be look like I want to gain sympathy from you guys.. but I really feel down right now. I just lost my older brother on 12th January.... Because his death is too sudden, I'm still in shocked. Everything around me reminds me of him... Even Kpop reminds me of him because I influenced him to listen to Kpop... He liked it and we often talked about it. We both like variety shows especially Korean. We always watch Running Man together and other variety shows.... The songs that I listened to, a lot of it was influenced from him... We had 6 years so I always look up on him. He was way older than me so I really want to be like him. He was the one who makes me love manga and anime. Makes me love playing video games and making me an Internet addict. Because he liked to listen to English songs, I want to listen too. I learn English better because of him (I think) . Of course, we quarrel a bit when I was a child( but who doesn't). As we getting older, we become close. I share a lot of things with him beside my love stories because that will be kinda embarassing for me and I always share my love stories to my sister or friends. But I literally share everything, every small things with him and he will listen it though I know it's boring. He was the best brother a sister could ever had. Now he's gone. Even now, I still feel like he was going to a long vacation and maybe will return someday....]