〔❈┊❛cupid's arrow : nuit blanche❜〕— park yoonah
❝ RAPUNZEL, DO YOU EVEN HAVE HAIR?❞ park, yoonah |
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❛student database❜
name : ri!
user name : xrichan activity level : a billion
first uhljjiang choice : kang su ra
photography : 01 // 02 // 03 // 04 // 05 // 06 // 07 // 08 // 09 // 10 second uhljjiang choice : lee eun jin photography : 01 // 02 // 03 // 04 // 05 // 06 // 07 basic appearance : 5'4'' and at the healthy weight of 112 lb. sense of fashion : yoonah keeps a simple, yet feminine style. since she's too afraid to wear anything "out of the ordinary," she sticks with skirts and dresses, and the occasional pair of jeans with a blouse. it's not exactly cute, and not exactly sophisticated, but she dresses well. she doesn't accessorize too often, besides the occasional hair clip and a purse. she doesn't experiment with different styles, and often just leaves her hair down. body fashion attire : nothing out of the ordinary, she has a slight beauty mark under the outer edge of her left eye, but other than that, only two normal ear piercings. |
❛personal information database❜
character name : park, yoonah | 朴尹娥 | 박윤아 (meaning simple beauty)
personality : yoonah, in short, is genuinely shy. it's not that she doesn't like people, no, she dreams to be the social butterfly, but she's just withdrawn and afraid. she's afraid that people won't like her, they'll think that she's weird. she often daydreams to fit into this one class; either the smart brains, or maybe the bold independent woman, or the graceful beauty. but she thinks she'll never fit into any of those. you could definitely say that yoonah suffers from a low self esteem, but she doesn't consider herself at the very bottom. she just doesn't think she's as great as other people. she sees herself as plain, and sort of dwells on other people's presence. she doesn't see herself in the big picture, although she can paint it quite well. she's a smart girl, exceptionally good at math (mainly due to her father being a math teacher) and art. but she always sees other peoples' work as better, not better than hers, she doesn't place herself on the bottom, she just holds others in a higher regard than herself. she's sort of classified herself as a mary sue, plain, boring, and doesn't pay much attention to herself. as said above, she shadows other people, hoping to mold herself into a likable person. she doesn't see that she already is a likeable person already. she hates focusing on herself, and instead, focuses on other things. artwork wise, she would never want to capture herself, as she doesn't see herself as an interesting subject.
she's a die hard fan of the duo, admiring both their determination, baekhyun's meticulousness, and bohyung's eccentricity in their work. she follows them on whatever site they're on, and always know what they're up to. she'd love to join and help them, but she's so afraid people won't want her help, or they'll dismiss her that she doesn't even bother trying. despite her shortcomings in confidence, she's a nice girl, very nice. perhaps because she thinks it'll get her somewhere, her desire to be liked in general, not by all, but maybe by some, yoonah is a kind person. she's as friendly as she can possibly be (despite not being talkative) to people who talk to her. she'll offer a shy smile and a few words, with her face flush from embarrassment and the fear for making a blunder or saying something stupid, to anyone. she's a bit of a social procrastinator, and although she usually gets her work done on time, with people, and asking them questions, or if she wants to know something about them, she promises to ask soon, but always puts it off, "maybe tomorrow, they seem busy. i don't want to bother them."
family members :
father : park hyunseok / 49 / elementary school math teacher / quiet, caring, intelligent, sensitive / they used to have a very close relationship when yoonah was a child, but they've distanced now that she's grown a bit older, but they get along fine. they chit chat all the time, as he's quite busy, but they have meaningful talks now and then over bubble tea.
mother : park yoonmi / would be 48, passed at age 33 / bubbly, outgoing, resourceful, creative / yoonah was 6 years old when her mother passed, but they had a very tight knit relationship, yoonmi was sort of a mentor to her little girl, teaching her to navigate through life on her own two feet. yoonah misses her very much, but her mother isn't spoken about much anymore by her father, so yoonah herself doesn't talk much about her. sibling(s) : n/a
most acquainted with : dearie caught in the headlights / loyal, amusing, thoughtful, out of the box / it's mainly her out of the box, eccentric character that draws yoonah to her, it's her creativity and outlandishness that sort of, ironically, reminds her of her mother. she's the kind of person to get things done, for other people, she doesn't do the whole cupid thing for herself, she does it for others, and that selflessness is what yoonah admires most. she's one of the few people yoonah will spill her hearts secrets too, the person she most trusts. bohyung is sort of an idol for yoonah, someone she respects and desires to be like. although she'd never think of these things by herself, she loves bohyung for doing so, which explains her fascination and obsession for the cupids' work. loyalty wise, yoonah sees bohyung as a loyal friend and she'd be willing to help her in any way she could.
least acquainted with : don't even belong to each other / cold, rude, distanced, narrow minded / it's not that yoonah doesn't like her, she's rather afraid of this girl. not like the "i really don't need a man, seriously" plotline, whose boldness yoonah admires, yoonah is a bit apprehensive of the girl's sarcastic tone and reserved nature. it's not like they're similar, yoonah is shy, while this girl chooses to be away from people, guys especially. it's because of this girl's nature that they aren't that close.
the rest of the group :
1. a horrible case of lying and tea / definitely someone yoonah admires. as student council president, yoonah gives her utmost respect and attention to, and she really admires her authoritarian nature, as yoonah herself is more of a follower. she makes sure to abide the rules to a t in order to avoid getting snapped at from her.
2. i really don't need a man, seriously / yoonah admires this girl's bold nature, independance and straighforwardness. honestly, she wishes she could be more like her, but it's a hopeless dream, and she knows it. they aren't particularly close, but yoonah hangs out with her often enough. 3. sh! don't tell anyone my secret / to yoonah, this girl seems perfect; smart, pretty, and lovely with an inviting smile. she's graceful, and just well, perfect, in yoonah's eyes at least. she definitely admires and respects her, but because of this girl's busy schedule, and yoonah's shyness, they aren't that close. rivalry : n/a, she's never had the confidence to really talk much to people, much less offset them into becoming rivals. even if she did have one, yoonah would probably give into whatever he or she wanted in order to escape being looked down upon, or losing, as she'd never have the notion that she could be better than her hypothetical rival. miscellaneous characters : jang minae / 27 / school nurse / sweet, friendly, smart, open minded / the school nurse is someone yoonah spends a lot of time with, helping her mainly at first, and minae gladly accepted the girl's help starting from her freshman year, but they gradually grew closer over time, minae becoming sort of a listener to yoonah, as well as someone who created a safe haven for her to escape to during her free time. yoonah often has lunch with her. |
kim, myungsoo |
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❛cupid's match making center!❜
love interest : kim myungsoo
love interest backup : yukwon what is his major : business and communications (although he has no interest in pursuing a career in it, he just needs the master's degree)
personality : although he looks like the typical flower boy, he strays from the popular crowd. you can kind of call him a loner, as he prefers being on his own than to being in a large crowd. he can be the slightest bit blunt, as he's an honest person, and likes living as is. he's not going to pretend to be anything he's not, and that's an admirable trait. he comes from a well doing family, not too wealthy, not poor with two parents and an elder sister, who has already become a nurse. he, however, aspires to be a professional soccer player which isn't too far off a goal, seeing his amazing performances on the university team. hell, you can see it in his high school athletic career, the university fought to get this boy to go here. he doesn't take it for granted either, he plays soccer, but doesn't hinder in his studies. at least, he tries. it's just, school isn't his thing. his grades are decent, ranging from B-'s to A-'s, with the exception of calculus being a painstaking C+ (thank goodness for the plus!) it's just, he doesn't really apply himself when it comes to academics. he wants to, but it's just... if he's going to be a soccer player, then why learn u-subs and intergrals? as a person, besides being honest, he can be the slightest bit insensitive, he doesn't see other peoples' boundries as per their personality. he doesn't see why everyone has to have so many friends to hang with, but on the other side, he doesn't see why people get so flustered with talking to people.
he has that lazy, boyish look to him, the way he slowly turns and looks, it's enough to get any girl's heart pumping. he may be considered a flower boy by all, but himself of course, but he's not exactly the prince charming that yoonah is hoping for. he's not about to sugar coat things, he's the kind to give it to you straight, for your own good of course. you can't live with your head in the clouds. he isn't patronizing or belittling of other's dreams however, he admires them to be quite frankly, especially if he sees the potential in the person. but, then again, if he knows it's a waste of time and they won't get anywhere with it, he'll tell it to their face. although he's an athlete, myungsoo has a special talent; drawing. oddly enough, all he can use is charcoal or a pencil. he doesn't work well with things that run or glide, no crayons, no paint, no ink. he's very particular about his art, since he can only work with a few mediums, he doesn't fare well with drawing people, he usually only does well with landscapes and inanimate objects. your first meeting : they've been going to the same university for a few years, so she's seen him around, had a few classes with him here and there, but now that his workplace is right next to hers in visual arts, a class she was surprised to see him take it, as she had no idea of his skills in art. she was taken aback, yet pleased that he had an interest in art. they hadn't really talked much, besides him asking her to pass a sharpner now and then. yoonah, being how she is, was facinated by his face and it's movements. it wasn't just pleasant to look it, it was pleasant to be looked at by it. the way his eyes moved, the way he concentrated when he drew, when he sighed, and when he ran his hand through his hair when he was thinking. it was that what led to her drawing him, it was mostly from memory, but she had a need to have him in front of her, the real thing. so she began sketching him in class, quick sketches for reference later, and soon enough, he caught her stealing glances. and then one careless action, leaving her book back in the classroom ruined it all. she was looking through her things while in the nurses' office, only to find that her special book back in the art room. she runs back, only to see that boy going through it, specifically on the page with a sketch of him that she had drawn in their calculus class. it was at that point where her slipping downhill into falling for him had turned into a painful tumble to falling hard for him. how the two act around each other : although he tends to stay on his own, he's a nice guy, acts decently with people he doesn't really know. he was polite to yoonah, did the occasional nod of acknowledgement to her in the hall, but besides that, they didn't talk much. it was after him finding her sketches of him that things really changed. yoonah, already having fallen for him, and being the incredibly shy girl she is, flusters a lot around him, suttering and turning pink like crazy. she tries and avoid gazes as best as she can, but his geunine-ness really shows with the way he acts around her. he's fairly friendly, talking to her, not treating her like a homework machine, or just as the girl next to him. he can be a bit insensitive of her sensitivity, getting close to her, because that's him, and he doesn't really realize just how fragile yoonah's heart is, so he makes her nervous and uncomfortable a lot. later on though, he slowly begins to understand how to deal with her, and she also slowly (very slowly) comes out of her shell and is more comfortable with him. it's definitely not an immediate attraction for myungsoo, although it is for yoonah, but he begins to appreciate the little things about her, and once he gets her talking, he admires her dreams, and the same with yoonah, at first it was just his looks and the outer personality, but when she really starts to know him, she falls even harder, and she realizes that the "prince charming" she had been waiting for her entire life wasn't perfect, he was perfect for her.
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❛student interview questionnaire❜
❛answer honestly and thou shall decide if worthy❜ write a five sentence or longer answer on how you perceive society and the world. : "the world is a big place, and society is even bigger. they're both big, however, society with it's stares and thoughts is much more frightening. sometimes, because of society's confines, you forget how big the world actually is. but society is everywhere, and it just depends on how you get through it. either you accept what society throws at you, or you try and change, fit into a certain image. conforming it better, at least no one says anything to you then. why is it so bad to fit a mold, and why is it so hard? society may be harsh, but it's the way the world works, and although it's a big challenge to face, i'll be ready for it someday." in what ways would you contribute to jungsang university? : "well, i wish, for one thing, to help bohyung eonni and baekhyun-sshi with their cupid business, but i don't want to screw anything up for anyone, so i stay in the sidelines. i'd really love to help, maybe join the university paper and take pictures, but i'd have to talk to people for that and go to events right? i tutor in math, it's easy because appa teaches me the easy ways to do it, so it's a piece of cake. i'd obviously have to work with people, but, appa says helping people learn is good, and i want to be a good person, like appa, so i could try it... other than that, i don't think i'd be that good in a sport, or working with people, so maybe i'll just stick with tutoring." if there was a timer of days, hours, minutes & seconds indicating the countdown of when you will meet your soulmate, would you find yourself liking the idea? why or why not? : "oh gosh, i wish. then at least i'd know that there is someone, out there somewhere. i wouldn't be so afraid, never having a boyfriend is a bit embarrassing, so the idea of a timer ticking down leaves me reassured that i'll find someone. if that someone was kim myungsoo, it'd be nice too..." how well do you work under pressure? if business or personal relations had stress and pressure with it, tell us how you would react to it. : under pressure, well. test wise, yoonah's a pretty great test taker, but personally, with actual people, she's not so great. she gets sweaty palms, she stutters, it's not a pretty sight. with stress on relations, yoonah, being how she is, she'd take all the fault on herself, and try and be better, even though she usually isn't the one to blame. she never thinks it's the opposite parties fault. for example, maybe a teacher misgraded her test, well, according to yoonah, her handwriting might have confused the teacher, so it's really her fault. if someone she's sort of friends with is ignoring her, yoonah will think she did something wrong, and she'll do everything she can to make it better. if needed to escape after a stressing scene, what is one place reachable to run off to? why so? : "this happens a lot actually, and it's not just when i'm stressed. it's when i'm nervous too. i often run off to the nurse's office where jinae-sshi has a special place for me, it's a special cot tucked away in the corner of the office that's blocked off by curtains. i like to work there, do homework, read, do sodokus and crosswords. no one really comes in that often, and if they do, the curtains hide me well, and jinae-sshi doesn't tell anyone and she lets me stay there as long as i need. sometimes i worry if i'm being a bother to her..."
comments/suggestions/questions : it's not really a question, but for the traits for other people, that comes from yoonah's perspective. like, the don't even belong to each other plotline may not be cold and narrowminded, but in yoonah's view, to her, the girl is. and just sayin' this application is so frickin' beautiful, i stared at it for literally 3 minutes admiring it. hats off to you my friends. and i apologize for the picture i put for yoonah, but it fits her character perfectly ^^
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