It's the final of Final today and that hashtag is all over my TL.  And I felt the need to express my feels more than 140 characters so I ended up typing here in my AFF account.

As I clicked on , an onslaught of emotions was brought on by the tweets I've read.  I'm loving the words that I'm seeing because I felt reaffirmed that I chose the right group to fangirl over.  Friendship. Talent. Love. Gratitude. Dreams.

I wonder if the five members even understand how much they affect thousands hearts.  I know they are thankful -- the 90-degree bows every after concert show how much they appreciate their fans.

They make dreams into reality.  Dreams coming true, theirs and ours, the fans.  I believe that their passion and  talent inspire people to be better versions of themselves.  I was one of those who was pushed to do more, to live more, to pursue dreams.  The music they create transcends language barriers.  Their bond inspires friendships.  I came to know a lot of wonderful people through them.  I may not have met them personally but I felt a sense of belongingness and sometimes appreciation.

I don't know what I would feel knowing I have such great power to change someone's life but if I can I will try my best to cherish such blessing and be a blessing to others as well but having this kind of blessing may be a burden as well.  And so to lessen the burden, I feel the need to thank them for their positive influence others' lives.  I know they won't be able to read this but who cares?! Hehe.

Dear BigBang,

Thank you for making my country part of your world tour first and foremost.  By that alone, you made one of my dreams came true.  Thank you for the passion you guys have shown, for every song you sing, for every emotion you've shown and held back, thank you.  Thank you for showing true professionalism, despite all the technical problems and wardrobe malfunction (that we aren't aware of but I'm sure there is) and in spite of you guys feeling homesick and tired, you still deliver a fantastic concert.  Thank you for showing how much you appreciate your fans by acting cute, wearing ridiculous headgears we throw at you, by waving and smiling, by doing encores.  Thank you for trying to learn different languages just so you can say thank you to us.  Thank you for inspiring friendships, despite distance, race or language.  Friendships are built because of you guys.  Thank you most of all for making good music and for continuing to make wonderful songs, working hard to push better and aim for the best always.  Your passion for your craft, be it singing, acting, dancing, rapping, composing inspire me to be a better version of myself.  I can't say it enough but THANK YOU.  I pray for your safety, good health, and most of all for your happiness.  We will be happy for whatever and whoever makes you happy.  So we say thank you to support you until whenever.

One of your biggest fans,

greytsi^^

#AliveTourMemories

P.S.  I do apologize again for the verbal diarrhea.  Writing is only way now to release the feels.  Bye~!