I've been talking to my ex again. Everyday, all day for the past month.

Obviously enough I still love the guy despite my love for Key & saying he's better. Lol.

But today he ended it again because he can't let go of the past.

At first, I don't think it hit me so I just left it alone.

But then my playlist put on "Without You" by GD & I bursted out in tears.

I admit I still think I need to cry some more before I feel better.

But I think its more a sign that there's a reason it never worked for 4 years. So maybe its just time I let go.

In the song he said "I'll give parting as a gift & turn my back on you."

I think that's what I should do.

It honestly feels really ty because I got my hopes up but there might be something better for me in life.

After all, when something bad happens something good comes from it.

People either come in your life as a blessing or as a lesson.

He was simply a lesson & I learned a lot.

I think I need to go drown my sorrow a bit more but I'll get back up & be fine. Like always.

Ellie hwaiting! XD lol. I like telling myself that.

Excuse my rant... I think I just needed to get it off my chest. If I told my friends offline they'd just be like "I told you so." & I'd cry more...