✷RESULT OF MY BOREDOM

I was working on my story Together, Forever .... While writing, I got tired of it. I started thinking : It doesn't have much good reactions... Why do I have to write this?.... I already have the whole story in my head.... My grammar is a piece of !!! 

 

Then I thought : Maybe I should write on my blog. 

 

So here I am, posting on my blog. But the next problem is... What should I write about?!

 

 

✷APOLOGY

 

 

So I've noticed that everytime I post something on my blog, I always rant about something negative. (Although I have only one post... I deleted my other one. I cussed too much there. Haha) I really apologize for that. I should be more positive.... So I've decided that on this post, I'll write about some of the things that I like/love (: 

 

 

✷THINGS THAT I LIKE/LOVE

 

1. Judging by my username, you can tell that I love B2ST Yoseob. 

 

He wasn't my first love. In fact, my first love was Kim Heechul from Super Junior.

 

It was 2006, when the song U came out. ('Cause I can't stop thinking about you girl~) Even though TVXQ was super popular at my school in Korea, I didn't listen to them. I was more into games, like Maplestory, Crazy Arcade...

 

2005 was when I came to America. I was 8, and at a such young age, I left my friends behind and settled here. 

 

I used to keep in touch with my friends on Cyworld. (It's like facebook but korean version) One day, my best friend since kindergarten was chatting with me and she talked about Super Junior. I was surprised because she was a hardcore Cassiopeia, so she would only talk about TVXQ. So I looked up Super Junior. I was curious about how cute and awesome they are. 

 

BAM . 

 

The first picture was Kim Heechul. 

 

Right then, SNAP . The cupid's arrow just went through my heart. 

 

I was in love. 

 

That was 2006, the year U came out and I would be listening to U ALLLLLL day . My face was red, my eyes turned red, my hair smelled nasty (I didn't shower because I thought I would rather listen to U instead of wasting time showering). 

 

Me and my bestest friend would talk about them ALL the time. She liked Eunhyuk and I liked Heechul. I honestly don't know why I liked Heechul so much. Because I like Kyuhyun from Super Junior ... 

 

I guess I only looked at his face. I was young. So I wasn't even thinking about people's talents... As long as they're famous, that's it. 

 

Then a year later, my friend came up with another group. This time, it wasn't a dance group. It was a band. Like legit band. 

 

FT Island. 

 

She loved Jaejin and Jonghoon. She said they were handsome ... I looked them up too. I felt bad to Heechul, but honestly, I thought Honggi's face and voice was better than his. So I moved on. 

 

There debut song... Love sick. was beautiful. I stuck with them until ...

 

BAM. 

 

Amoori saenggak haedo maldo andwe BAD GIRL. 

 

B2ST!~ 

 

BEAST WAS AWESOME. I LOVED THEM. YOON DUJUN WAS HANDSOME, JUNHYUNG WAS A GOOD RAPPER, HYUNSEUNG HAD CHUBBY CHEEKS, DONGWOON WAS HANDSOME, YOSEOB WAS CUTE AND HAD A HEAVENLY VOICE, GIKWANG DANCED BOMB AND HIS FACE WAS SO CUTE. I HAD A FEELING THEY'LL BE POPULAR ANYTIME SOON.

 

BUT

 

​I didn't really support them. I had all of their songs on my iPod, I liked watching TV shows they were on, and things but I wasn't crazy about them. 

 

It was a time period where I stopped being a kpop lover. I moved to a different county from where I used to live. I paid more attention to school and friends than kpop. My bestest friend also stopped obsessing over kpop too. She got a boyfriend... Hahahahaha

 

Then seventh grade came, and I started loving kpop again. I went back to B2ST. I was into Fiction, and B2ST was back in my life. 

 

I've only been officially a B2UTY for 2 years now, but am planning on supporting them with all my heart until each members stop as a celebrity. 

 

2. I love the color pink. It's always been my favorite color since I could talk. I always wore pink, bought pink school supplies, pink room, pink everything. My computer in Korea is pink, my bed sheets and covers are pink, I used to have pink highlights... Pink everything. 

 

3. I love yorkies. I grew up with a yorkie since I was born. In fact, the yorkie I grew up with was very smart. 

 

Other dogs would be careless around babies, or be jealous of them how the whole family is about the baby. 

 

But that yorkie was different. Her name was Gapsoon. She was my mom's dog and they say dogs become like their owners.. She was probably the smartest yorkie ever. She would take my baby bottle to my mom everytime I finished. If I am out of my bed, she would pull on my mom's pants/skirt to tell her. Then my mom would put a blanket on the floor and lay me there. Then Gapsoon would only go around it. She wouldn't even step on the blanket. 

 

Not only that, Korean grapes have peel and seed inside. Gapsoon would peel the peel off and eat the grape part. Then she would go to my mom and spit out the seeds. How smart is THAT?! :o Also she had her favorite fruit. My mom would put apples, tangerine, and korean pear on a plate. Then she would always eat the pears first, apples second, and tangerines third. :| 

 

My mom had to send her away because other people that she knows would always bug her telling that a baby and a dog can't live together because it would be a harm to the baby. The HELL?! Gapsoon actually took care of me -.- those people. My mom always tells me she cried so much after sending her away. But she sent her to my grandma so she could visit her a lot.

 

It was when I was 7... She died of asthma and I cried so much because everytime I went to my grandma's house, she always played with me. She would always bring out a bag of chips from the cabinet. (The cabinet on the counters. She could open it with her legs) She would always make me take her out for a walk. If a stranger looked harmful to me, she would growl at them and make them go away. 

 

When I had to bury her in a mountain, all those good memories of her made me cry so much. Recently, I found an old picture of me and her. I cried so much. I haven't thought about her for a while and I felt really bad. January 3rd is the day she died. Our family decided that every year on that day, we would pray for her to rest in peace forever.

 

My current dogs are also yorkies. I like to keep my dogs pure bred because Gapsoon is a pure bred... One's name is Ruby and the other is Yoseop (Hehehehehehehehe). Ruby is pretty smart. She understands some useful stuff like "Go wake up your sister(Me)" "Get out" "Get in" "Go away(I know it's mean but we sometimes need it)" "Go to Appa/Umma/Unni" and more(Can't think right now.. Haha)

 

I don't know what to tell you guys about Yoseop because he is barely 3 months old. He's prettt stupid though. Hahaha! His dad is stupid. His dad's owner thinks 7x8=52. >:| I told her it's 56 and she said "No, it's 52".........

 

4. I love swimming. I'm currently in a swim club and I'm hoping to get scholarship for swimming :D

 

5. I love designing and drawing. I've always wanted to do something artistic.. I'm not super artistic as I thought I was but I'm planning on becoming a nurse, and take minor as art. (:

 

6. I love sleeping. 'Nuff said.

 

7. I like playing my clarinet (: I'm not super good but I can play okay ... Haha

 

8. I like singing terrible. lol. I can't stand listening to other people sing bad, but I would sing terrible. Haha. After I started playing clarinet, I was able to tell if the note is flat or sharp, and if someone has a good voice. So basically, I'm sensitive in my ears. 

 

9. I love food. 'Nuff said.

 

10. I love painting my nails. I've been interested in style since I was 5.... and nails were my favorite of them all. I have ugly nails, so I don't like painting my own nails anymore but I like painting other people's :3 But I'm not good. Haha

 

11. Lastly... I love you. Hahaha