The missing link.

 

I originally intended to put something else, but that's what popped into my mind instead, and it sounded pretty cool.

 

This is to the pair that I met months ago - two amazing individuals by the name of Kris & Ivy. That rolls off the tongue now; I've said it so much.

 

You know, I owe a lot to you two. Ivy, in particular, ( Sorry, Kris XD ) made me smile when no one else could. You made me feel happy and good about life when I thought it was impossible to ever feel that way again, and I think that it was because of you that I was able to open up my heart and mind this summer. I miss being able to talk to you so much - really, what was it, nearly every day after school? And you were there after my end-of-the-year ceremony too - and gosh, you've been around so much.

 

I still really do love your name...it's so pretty and I don't want you ever thinking differently.

 

I never got to see your face, but I'm sure you're more than beautiful - because that's what your heart is. Don't you dare say anything different - you're beautiful, and it's time you acknowledged it.

 

I loved listening to you and your stories about your brothers, about Kris, about your school, your thoughts... I only wish it could've lasted longer.

 

I'm sorry for what happened to you, and I wish I could be there for you. I don't know if my message through Kris and Roni ever got through to you, but...I... I want you to know I'm always here in case you decide to come back to us someday, or at least to one or two of us. ( -coughmecough- ♥ ) I'll always welcome you back with open arms, my lovely girl. There's so much for us to catch up on...

 

I miss you, so much -  you have no idea how much I think about you. And sometimes, it feels like everything just stops, and all there is is the wonder whether or not you're doing okay. I haven't heard from any of you in so long... I still owe you a bunch of songs, don't I? Please, be okay, and please, somehow, let us know.

 

Until the time comes when I'll see you again, I hope you're doing fantastic, that you're happy, that you're recovering, and that everything's absolutely spiffy. 

 

Er, that was awkward...

 

Anyway. Yeh. I miss you, my darling Ivory. I love you.

 

And then there's Kris.

 

For my random stalkers ( -cough- ), no, I'm not talking about Kris Wu.

 

I'm talking about Kristopher K., the amazing man I met through the lovely Ivy.

 

So, Kris, you give me your email and answer none of the emails I sent you.

 

I see how it is.

 

Psh.

 

Kidding. I get that you're busy, after all - doctor! Wow. You have to be pretty amazing for that... and the studies probably aren't that easy, are they? Guess not. But hey er... I hope it's doing well. And I know you well enough to know that you're good enough to go through with it. The way you improvised so well for your project on the Eiffel tower ( or something ) and the way you talk... I don't have a doubt in my mind.

 

But you know...just one email would be nice to know you two are still alive.

 

Hey, Kris, remember when I screwed with your mind and doubled up on accounts? Do you remember when I doubted myself, and you all but commanded me not to - resulting in me feeling considerably better afterwards? I swear I still have that picture you gave me...somewhere...

 

Do you remember our talk on your project, getting to know each other... all of these have contributed to a good memory in your favor - lucky you. 

 

But then, because of that, I miss you lots too.

 

You and Ivy - I miss you both so much. I wish I could see or hear from you guys again... it's been so long, where are you? -sigh-

 

I don't know what else to say, just.. I think about you two a lot, and everything would be amazing if I could see you for a least two minutes. 

 

My dear two - I won't forget to. How could I? Just saying "Kris & Ivy" comes so naturally to me now...I - dang. I really do miss you both.

 

I hope everything's great. 

 

Happy Holidays!

 

-V/Tiffany