Today I found myself coming back here after a while. I have not updated my stories since last summer, and has been too busy to think and ponder, One thing right after the other, problems, transitions , and changes in one's life which is inevitable and yes we cannot stop it at all but just go with the flow of life.

Today is a moment of realization...and the truth is staring back at me...I have kept it within me hoping that it is something that I just imagined, and something that is not there...now the nagging thoughts surfaced again...and the reality that is staring back at me bites me . and it hurts me more than I can imagine...Haters will always be around ,to wait for the most opportune time...to dump you and slap you and spit you right in your face.Should i say the woman's not even woman's but one's intuition is real;...If you feel that there is something that is not right...then there is really something  that is not right...

Friendships that has built through the years are now being thrown at the window and now you wonder if it is really a friendship after all. It was never real in the first place.. a facade.....to hide the ugly truth.....what a wasted time, effort and all....Why put together something that is broken ? when you know for sure that it will hurt you again and more..Somethings are not even worth it...and with all these all that are real and true is becoming clearer to me every seconds....Pain is always a catalyst for a change ...to move on.

And as 2013 is coming maybe it is time to begin a new leaf for me....and for my family.....Nanette...let us start anew....and move on...things will be better I promise you...I have Faith in you Lord...