I just hit 250 subscribers - my life is complete.

my next update for Innocence Torn and Onew's Moan will hopefully be an amazing one.

you guys deserve it so much.

on a completely unrelated note - 

I'm in my school library trying to find books, and there are 5 floors and these bookshelves are completely insane and I'm a little overwhelmed and I know this is a stretch but do any of you go to York University and is willing to COME HERE AND HELP ME FIND THESE BOOKS BECAUSE IF I HAVE TO TRY TO PUSH ANOTHER AISLE OF BOOKS OVER WITH THOSE TURNING THINGS CAUSE THERE ARE TOO MANY BOOKSHELVES AND WHERE IS EVERYTHING AND WHAT SCHEME ARE THESE BOOKS ORGANIZED BY SHEESH ONE IS LIKE ENGLISH LITERATURE AND THEN THE NEXT SIDE IS ALL HAI I'M NEW ZEALAND AND I'M JUST LIKE WHY AND NONE OF MY FRIENDS LIVE ON RES AND I LIVE SO FAR AWAY FROM THIS PLACE AND I DON'T LIVE ON RES AND SO IF ANY OF YOU GO TO YORK UNIVERSITY I'D BE REALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW CAUSE A LOT OF YOU LIVE IN ONTARIO/TORONTO =D?

no? yeah, kind of saw that coming...yeah...that was...yeah...

yeah...uh...so I'm not sure how much longer I'm going to be here, and I'm not sure why I'm blogging as if you guys give a crap because most of you probably just want the updates and you're probably going to unsubscribe when you see this and you'll be like "wtf. I don't care about her personal problems." 

._.

so yes. uh. yeah. (clears throat)

...I'm going to post this up anyway, on a stretch chance that...one of you...goes to York University...

...yes I am momentarily kind of psychotic...I'm well aware...

your (some say 'favourite') author here, signing out ~ 

(to think, libraries were once my favourite place in the world.)

(most of this post could possibly be the two Red Bulls and three cups of coffee talking)

(probably)

(most likely)

(lol)

(lol) <-- that looks funny