I want to write.

I really do.

But whenever I try to, my mind just blanks out. I know what I want (I think), but I can't put it into words.

I'm really having a difficult time. I can't go on with Your Own Disaster because it's a bit of a mood ruiner. (I don't want to feel sad and angsty yet)

I can't move on with Hey! I want you back! because I haven't figured out how I really want to continue the story from where I left off. I keep on changing my mind... and  also because I thought of creating a spin-off for it... which confuses my poor brain since I have to consider a lot to connect the two. I'm not sure about the title yet. But Sehun, Kai, Chanyeol, and Kris (yes. the very same Kris in HIWYB) will be my MAIN guy characters. I'm going to experiment with this story; try working on these characters simultaneously.

The problem here is that, I think I thought of interesting characterizations to the boys. I'll find it hard to even out their individual stories. Also... I feel unsure about starting this new one because you might think "you haven't even finished TWO stories yet and here you go starting a new one." But then, my Sehun and Chanyeol characters... they're so *_* ... I'm itching to write them. And Oh my sweet EXO! Whenever I think of scenarios in my head, I can't rid of not-so-clean thoughts. But I don't want to turn it into a fest fic. -__-

And I have to add that it won't be a fic if I ever write it. 

Now what to do? -___-