I cannot stop crying, oh my Shisus... I can't even remember the last time I've actually cried like this.... oh wait, I can... but that was over something completely different. I want you guys to imagine something right now. I want you to imagine that you've just gotten the news that your favorite person in the world just died. That's how I'm feeling right now. No, my bias isn't dead; he's far from it, but as some of you may know, I'm a really emotional person. I feel that extra drop of pain that no one else feels; I feel that pain that's being emitted from your soul.. AUGH! >.< This ...

I can't believe that people actually kill off their biases in the most painful, heartbreaking ways... I just can't imagine that... to die at the hands of your own best friend, to see the people you love get tortured and die slowly.... why would you want that? I love angst because it jerks your heartstrings and gives you something to feel... but I cannot stand murder... why would you ever kill someone that you love.... and you don't just kill them; you torture them and let them feel the blood slowly seeping out of their body, hearing their heart stop.... why? I just don't get it.

But as tramatic and sad this is, I learned something important: I learned who my true EXO biases are :P Well, you've always got to see the good in everything, right? :P

But I'm still crying... I feel like I'm living it for the characters.....

*sighs* I wish I could go up to Canada... I need my hubby T_T