A Goodbye

I really don't know what happened to us. We were happy, right? But why..... You- You just left me like this? A word Goodbye is enough for you? After all that happened to us? Good bye is the only word you'll uttered? What about our son? Do you expect me to take care of it? Hell, i don't know how to handle a dog and yet you'll leave Jinsoo to my hands?! I mean, you wanted Jinsoo, right? I gave it for you.... Have you ever wondered why the marriage is always postpone? I'll tell you why...

 

I'm a bull coward. I'm afraid of vows, of ties, of strings. Hell, i don't even believe in everlasting love. I'm panicking inside when you ask when was our marriage but I smiled and told you that decide it. Have you even think of my situation? Why I'm like this? Why I'm afraid to speak out? Because of you, because I'm afraid that you'll end up hurt. I shut up myself and swallow all my fears just to agree with you yet you'll leave me like a wind? Is this why you gave this ing antidote to me?....

 

Have it your way then. I've done everything for you not to be hurt but in the end, you just left me here. And what it hurts me the most is that you uttered a simple word, a simple word of Goodbye, with no explanation or whatsoever. So all of the things I've done just came to waste? I'm a fool then. A fool for having you in my life...

 

This is what you want then so be it, Goodbye Kai.

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Mr_Luhan
#1
otteokay..what happen hyungie??
Mr_Jung #2
Jae?!
What happened?
Prof_Joongie
#3
I don't know!! He just said, "Goodbye" and poof!! He's gone!! I don't know what the hell happened!!
Junhyung-B2ST-
#4
What the hell happened!