I slept at my Older Brother's room which had many windows and it was quite cold

I was thinking it might be from the rain's cause so I slept comfortably for such long hours

that from 11 PM to 4 AM, but believe me I didn't have my dream sweeter than the cheesy cupcakes,

much worse than what reality had shown me

it was about my mother's long time scary stalker (she had one when I was still 3rd grade)

who abused her a few times...

in my dreams, I was in my friend's house

then suddenly I flash through his house inevitably lost?

that time I've seen many kid stuff (all of them were girl's stuff)

then my feet arrived through a room full of slippers, I look at those and realized it's alll from the little girls in our neighborhood

including mine, So I saw my slippers and then a flashback came

when I was 6 (this is from reality)

we were playing some kind of a game (I forgot)
and then I guess I had to find something

guess what...I lost near to his house and it was dark and a second ago

I walk towards my friends so dirty and barefooted

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after that he arrived in my back, of course I ran away from the house and ran out from a little passage way out of it which was upstairs and there was kind of hole in the ceiling and when I got out...

I was from a certain familliar place, I remembered each way

and I go home with a frigthened memory

in the next day of my nightmare

I passed along the strange way and saw the hole become covered up and I surely know where it was placed

and then a sound of his voice was heard by me

"just stay there, I'll paint you nicely" he said

I opened the little door and saw a little girl come to me and told me

"He painted me, He adored me, He loves me" smiling to me

and then she shook her head and become frightened to what she said and hop in back

and continued what she was doing with him

I continued my way and thought about it

another 3 days passed and same thing happened

but at the 4th....

I came inside and saw him grinning at me, I saved the little girl

and I pushed him in the stairs but yet he's still alive and unfortunately he became

the canvas of what he was painting at

he was struggling to come upstairs but then the little girl threw him away

and at that time I assured he died but no...

I burned his house but the fire will just black out

so we escape I was the first one who came out from the little circled door in the ceiling

but the little girl was scared since a hand was pulling her leg out but I pulled her up

and I closed the door and locked it and her dress was ruined since the hand did it

we then ran away in different directions at my way I saw my mom and her friend we were together

but I know he was there observing me in every action, he was alive

I was frigthened and then I remember in my previous dream my mother had a cancer

and he was doctor and he gave her a poison...the more I've got afraid and I then got angry

but....sadly that was the time I woke up and realized it's 4 AM

instead of being relaxed I'm afraid and kinda tired... everytime I look at the windows

it just feels weird