Him
I realized how much obviousness I show to 'that' person how I like him
and for that everyone must had knew about it
and because of it they kept pushing me for him
I don't want it though I liked him a lot, it's just too uncomfortable
because of it he's been avoiding me
I don't know if that's really the reason but it seems like it
to think about it, were much closer 5 years ago
but I guess it's long enough for him to not recognize me anymore
I know it's useless to like him
for some reason I just can't forget him
sometimes I always thought he was staring at me
once I've caught him looking at my direction
but then when I'm looking back at him
he'll turn his head away
once when we've bump each other
he'll just ignore me and walk away
once were alone together, it'll be an awkward moment for both of us
Maybe I'm scary enough for him
Maybe I'm just really that ugly enough...
to think of these things, it slowly left a painful mark
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