Before you read this, I suggest you to listening this song :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Mk-FTlBK0o

to all my friends, bestfriends, eunni, dongsaeng, family, and my dear wife...

I feel something really bad is going to happen.. actually its just my feeling, but sadly all this time, my feeling was always right :(

maybe this is my last time I come here..

but there is still a hope that I will comeback again, I just dont know when..

and I think maybe I have to say this before its too late...
 

Im sorry...

Im sorry, everybody..

Im so sorry, my family..

Im so sorry, my beloved wife...

please forgive all my mistakes to you all this time :')
 

thank you, everyone..

thank you, my family.. for brought me a warmness and love..

thank you, my wife.. for brought me so many happiness..
                                           for always making me smile..
                                           for make me feel what is love..
                                           for staying beside me all this time..
                                           for still loving me eventough I had make you cry almost everyday..

thank you for jason of asianfanfics.. hey, if you werent there, I would never meet my family and found my true love :)

thank you, everybody.. thank you for everything.. *bow 90 degrees*
 

I love you all..

I love you, my family.. so much until I cant describe it in words *chuckle*

I love you, my wife.. youre my love, my soul, my life, my heart, my kiss, my tears, my spirit, my everything..
I will always love you forever, even until in the afterlife world :')
 

and this is (maybe) my last beg to all of you..
 

please, I beg you to smile :')

its not hard, right? dont cry, dont be sad, dont do anything stupid (especially for my wife)

just smile..

I will miss you all so ing much!

especially my wife~ *kiss you full*
 

ughh, I hope this is not my last blog..

I hope I still can comeback here again..

goodbye :')

....and Super Junior says :

Someday, we will meet again
Even though we don’t know where we will go
Someday, we will meet again
With already separated identities…