Urm.....

 

 

 

 

 

I GOT BORED

 

 

 

 

 

AND HAVE DECIDED

 

 

 

 

THAT I SHALL GRACE YOU WITH MY PRESENCE- no.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I decided I would humor you with my unpleasent and disturbing phsyque. Or however you spell that word. -,-

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'm just really bored right now, I gave up on trying to learn I Love You's choreography by 2ne1. I have like, an eighth of it down. Eh. Good enough for me considering it took me a week to learn the chorus choreography to Like This (Wonder Girls). It's a good song.... BUT 2NE1 WON ME OVER WITH THEIR SCAFS AND ALL THAT STRUTTING.

 

 

.....

 

 

what has my life become?

 

 

 

 

I lost my power today for a few hours. It was mad hot in my house all week too, but today it rained so it cooled down, and we had a new AC put in earlier this morning. IT WAS ONLY ON FOR TWO HOURS BEFORE THE DARNED POWER WENT OUT, IT'S NOT FAIIRRRR WE DIDN'T EVEN GET A GENEATOR YETTTTT

 

 

 

But, just as the power went back on, my mom took me and my little brother to McDonald's for icecream because he was complaining that he wanted something for dessert. Spoiled seven year old......

 

 

When I was his age I was changing his diapers and raising him for cripes sake. My mom wasn't really there to raise him. She quit her job a couple months into pregnancy and slept all day while my dad was at work and I had my friend over while I took care of him. Then she moved out of her room onto the computer when my little brother was in his late toddler years, and's been sitting there ever since, jobless, relying on my father to work at Foxwood's on grave with his small pay check to fund my mother's family in the Philippines. (I live with my grandparents, the only reason I'm not on the streets or living in a really old and broken apartment.... Well, I kinda used to, but the rent was too high, and my school was five grand a year because my parents wanted me going to a 'safe' school, since I lived in a 'bad' and 'unsafe' town. I kinda did, but it wasn't as bad as other parts of Connecticut.... Like my unnie grew up in... o3o ....Or my godfather... Eh. But we were living off of my great-grandmother's money for me to go to school... So, I had no education, and our rent was too high, and our money was low... SO WE MOVED IN WITH MY GRANDPARENTS, SO WE WOULDN'T BE ON THE STREETS WITH A YOUNG CHILD AND AN ADOLESCENT, and because my grandfather had a ... It worked well I guess.... The public schooling system here is one of probably the best on Connecticut, considering the town I live in could be one of those unheard of suburbs you see on American television where everyone knows eachother and stuff... BUT WE ALL DO, AND THAT'S WHAT ASHAMES ME, BECAUSE IT'S TRUE, WE COULD LITERALLY BE A REAL-LIFE VERSION OF THE SECRET LIFE OF AN AMERICAN TEENAGER. DX)

 

Okay, ranting here- wait, cross that out- WRITING A FLIPPING BIOGRAPHY HERE. -3-

 

 

Now that you know so much about my life, I might as well show you my face. You'll find it sooner or later on tumblr, or twitter, or youtube or facebook or something like that. -o-;

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

PREPARE TO LMAO

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And humiliate me and judge me for my bad looks.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I can't believe those are me. XD All of them were taken only in a year and a half's time and I have so many different hairstyles that it makes me dizzy. I would cut my hair a lot or wear it a different way and change it every few days....XD

 

 

 

 

 

 

They just get worse as you scroll down, I'm serious.....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

my 'edgy' era.....

with my chocolate brown hurr,

 

 

 

 

 

 

I look like cra- oops, gotta censor that.

 

I LOOK LIKE WALKING TRASH IN THESE. XD

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

my bohemian era....

this pic is edited but, I'd wear brown eye makeup, and wear my hair curly like that and it was a brunette color....

 

 

That was so old, my photoshopping skills completely back then. XD

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LOLOL I THINK I'M GETTING MORE FUN OUT FO THIS THAN YOU HERE. XD

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

During my 'scene' era, with dark chocolate brown hair, which I think was probably one of my best when I think about it.... o3o

But my hair got killed a billion times every week. XD

I'd use volumizing mousse, a volumzing shampoo and conditioner, heat protectant, a blowdryer, a straightener, a teasing comb, hair gel, and hair spray every morning. Plus the ten minutes it took for me to cover half of my arms in bracelets and wristbands and squeeze into skinnies.... XD

And at 4th period and before lunch I would go to the restroom and re-tease and put on more hairspray. XD

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

OKAY, NOW YOU GET TO SEE MY TOMBOY ERA, WHERE I BASICALLY CHOPPED OFF ALL MY HAIR AFTER MY ANIME ERA (where I had an ultra-short cut like Buttercup [the green one] from the Power Puff Girls cartoon, except my hair was probably shorter... and I'd hairspray it, straighten it, and put hair gel on the tips to bring out my fringe and stuff and wear tons of mascara and put on specific eyeliner so my eyes looked really big, and one day I even dressed up as a 'sailor' and went to school like that wearing this cute chibi mermaid headband, and my homeroom teacher totally spazzed out and said I looked absolutely adorable and made everyone in homeroom look at me......      

GOD, I'VE DONE SO MUCH. )

 

 

 

my tomboy era consisted of me wearing my (MEN'S THANK YOU VERY MUCH) Vans, chucks, skinny jeans, three black gel bracelets, bulky headphones (god I got into so much trouble for those.... THE TEACHER THAT SCOLDED ME EVERY DAY FOR WEARING THEM IS GONNE BE ONE OF MY TEACHERS THIS YEAR OTL OTL OTL ) and plain eyeliner. OOH, AND LIKE, EVERY OTHER DAY I;D WEAR A LONGSLEEVE SHIRT, A FLANNEL SHIRT, OR A HOODIE... with the sleeves rolled up oh-so-masculine of course. XD I stayed this way until school let out.  YUP I'M CRAY-CRAY FOR WEARING THAT HEAVY AND HOT CLOTHING AT THAT TIME OF YEAR.

 

In most of my phtos from the middle of the year until now, I have headphones in XD I never take them out unless I'm in class. XD orz

 

 

I think some people thought I was like, homoual or some crazy stuff like that during that era^

IHaveFriendsWhoAreBiWhoWouldHitOnMeAllTheTimeAndItWasn'tEvenFunny.

BUT I LOVE YOU GUYS~ RAINBOWS AND STUFF- okay. next pic.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This was my 'bubly' era, yet I dressed either dark lokking, or really boyish, still wearing my Vans, which have holes in them, but I even wore them to McDonald's today. XD

 

I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH,

 

 

THEY'RE MY BABIES

 

 

and they remind me of a um.. friend I have named Van. That kid is amazing I tell you, amazing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I look like a merecat LOL

 

Or like, a cat and dog put together.

OrMinho'sThreeTimesRemovedCousinOMGTHATWOULDBEAWESOMESAUCE

 

 

OKAY, WHAT THE CABBAGE IS WRONG WITH ME LOL

 

 

 

 

I probably seem so conceited right now.... BUT I'M A BORED TEENAGER SO DON'T JUDGE.

 

 

 

 

 

 

this is my 'negative' era, it lasted like, a couple weeks. XD Like, a couple weeks ago too.

 

I'd been going through different sutff at home, and I was fed up a lot, but you guys all made me happy and made my week with your comments and chats. <3

 

I love you guys, saranghae~

 

 

 

*does that aegyo heart thingy that Key and Jonghyun do together*

 

I LOOK CUTER THAN THEM, RIGHT?

 

AM I KAWAII YET?

 

 

yeah, i know. i'm ugly.

 

 

 

I AM UGLY,

 

 

AND I AM PROUD.

 

LOL, SPONGEBOB^^^

 

 

 

 

This is my current era, it's like, a mix of retro and indie. I'm looking online for the closest thrift stores near me because I'm literally itching to get into one and buy them out and come out like I teleported from the 70's.

 

:3

 

 

 

I'm serious bro.

Okay, graphic tees are a must for me right now, and I'm still wearing my old, broken-down Vans that I;ve had for a year now, which I love to bits and pieces. Unnie knows why, RIGHT UNNIE?

 

But I'm kinda bringing back the good old-fashioned hipster-retro style. Aww yea.

 

 

 

I'm going through my magazines and plastering my walls with their glorious photos and posters, along with various KPop, and my drawings...

 

OMO, THAT REMINDS ME,

 

 

I NEVER SHOWED YOU ALL MY DRAWING OF JJONG-

 

 

 

 

It's from a phto of him from, I think the.. Lucifer? era?

He's wearing the same outfit and in the same pose and veeyrthing, BECAUSE I USED THAT AS REFERENCEEEE~ The scarf is red and white, and he's wearing black leather with his tri-colored hurr~

 

I WISH I COULD FIND THAT PICTURE, WAIT, LOL

 

Yeah... Well, he's leaning against like, some metal wire wall or whatever. I need sleep, or just am getting kicked off the computer. Yeah..

 

 

WELL, THANK YOU FOR READING MEH BLOG, THANK YOU SO MUCH.

<3

 

*gives melon bars and red bean icecreams to all of you*