Mini Letters

Stolen from seoulchae [F], who stole if from TeaMinT [F], who stole it from EXOticAngel [F]  ^^)

 

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Dear Ex,

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Dear Best Friends,

Dear Future Kids,

Dear Parents,

Dear Self,

Time to reflect on ourselves! Write a mini-letter for each listed.

 

Dear Ex, 

Wah... It's not easy to write something to you; there are a lot of things that I want to say, but I'm scared that if I say them, I may lose you.

Anyways, I hope that the proper time comes and I get to say it to you:

You know, we're good friends right now, right? I love to hang out with you and, sincerely, I love our strange relationship that let us have our little dirty meetings once in a while xd but they make me think that I depend on you not just a little, but a lot.

I want to stop wanting to kiss you everytime I see you, what if I get a boyfriend and we can't stop? I trust you and I think that if I can't control myself you will slap me and make me come down to reality; it scares me to death thinking about cheating on someone I don't know yet, although there's also the possibility that I have enough willpower to stop myself. I have to trust, I have to believe it. I want to stop it too because, wel... it won't last forever, you know? Someday we will stop, but what if it hurts me so bad that I may end up crying a lot? I have to move on, right? I have to look for someone to be my boyfriend, not just my friend. 

The other day I was thinking... I love your smile, your eyes, your hands, your touch, your tickles, your optimism. Your egocentrism, spontaneity and your outgoing self makes me laugh. I love when you take every bad feeling out of me and you made me exploit in that cry that I always restrain. And all this things also made me scared...

...Do I like you? Or worse

Did I ever stop liking you? That would be bad, haha...

Thanks for everything; thanks for being there for me and made me smile when I was depressed. But I want to ask you for something: if you tell me that you will be always there for me, don't hang up the phone when I'm calling you and I'm sad, because those are the moments that I really need someone and if I go to you, is because I think that you will help me... Every time you ignore me, it makes me think that you couldn't care less about me. Luckily, I've learnt how to not give importance anymore and I don't cry about it now.

I love you, as a friend. I like you, as a bipolar person.

Thanks for being my boyfriend in the past, it makes me who I am right now.

 

Dear Future Boyfriend,

I can't wait to meet you! Haha :)

I've been waiting for someone for four years... Four long years. It , you know?

I'm not really sure what I want to say to you, since I don't know you haha, but there's something that I want you to know:

Thanks for being with me, thank you for loving me just the way I am. Thank you for making me happy and for being there. I love you hehe ~

See you later!

 

Dear Best Friends,

Aish aish aish... I think I've told you everything on the letter that I gave you on your birthday, right? haha

I don't really like to brand people with names as "best friends" because they end up only hurting people... But you know (I told you) that you're the closest person to me right now. If I had to say that someone is my best friend, it would be you.

I'm thankful to have you as my friend; we had hard times at the beginning of the year and we went through them maturely, calmly, nicely... We're still great friends right now!

You make me laugh every day, you make me cry when you do it, we give each other great advices and those "awkward" silences aren't awkward :) They're just moments that we don't know what to say, but is it necessary to say things right now? I bet anything when I say that no one can have always themes of conversation with a person every ing time they see each other. It's nice to be with you ^^

I loooooooooooove ya!

 

Dear Future Kids,

Gaaah! Future kids ><

Hum... Oh well, firstly of all, I love you little dwarfs ^^

I'm sorry if I get mad at something stupid, I guess every mom does it... 

If I say "no" to something, it's not because I hate you, OK -.-? I've learnt that when a dad or a mom says that it is because of something, not because they just wanted to ruin your little life... So if I say that you're not going to somewhere at night because you're too young, IT IS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT STRANGERS TO OR KIDNAP YOU, OK?

WRAP UP

EAT PROPERLY

DO YOUR FREAKING HOMEWORK

OK OK... I don't do those things either, so I won't be all the times like that xD I'll just be like that until I realize that you obviously can take decisions by yourself.

Momma loves ya ^^

 

Dear Parents,

Mom, Dad: thank you for everything.

I really don't know how to make you understand that I'm really thankful for everything you have gave to me so I can have a comfortable life. I learnt that I can't complain because I don't have this or that and that if I want it, I have to work for it.

Thank you for teaching me about life and thank you for loving me.

 

Dear Self,

Please, pleaaaaase learn how to love yourself. You are a stubborn and auto-wounding person (emotionally) that doesn't do anything to fix it, so look at yourself calmly and take care.

Eat porperly, sleep lots, get away from bad things,

Smoke kills, chubby is better! (Don't deny it, you love to squeeze those rolls in everyone's stomach), look for that person that will love you just the way you are and not for the person that you'll have to impress so he would be with you. Those men doesn't worth anything.

Again, love yourself.

Peace ^^

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