Today, I will see my loves.

SMTOWN Live 2012 at Honda Center.

May 20, 2012 at 7:00PM.

I can't believe I'm actually going. It hasn't hit me in the face or slapped me yet. I'm not excited or nervous... I'm still trying to realize that I will see Super Junior, Girls' Generation, f(x), BoA, Shinee, and Exo on stage, so close to me.

I'll be sitting in section 406, row G, seat 8 (or 9 or 10) with my sisters, probably holding onto them for dear life. They're not as into kpop as I am, but they know that I'll probably be screaming my head off. Maybe I'll even cry.

I don't understand why I'm not screaming right now. I'm not even spazzing. I never thought that I'd ever be able to go to a kpop concert, and today, I will, but there are no butterflies in my stomach yet. Hm. I should be happier.

Tomorrow, I'll be fangirling.

Or maybe I'll too tired, because I'll spend all night up, replaying everything in my head.