useless rambling

 

Whoa.  It's been too long.  I haven't updated since January, and jsut recently posted a chap upate a few days ago.  So without further do, let's get to the point.

I'm slowly losing interst in my stories.

I think one of the factors is that I don't keep track on my kpop groups, so my inner fangirl isn't switching on as much.  However, the major factor is AFF.

Don't get me wrong, I like this site, but from the past year I find it hard to stumble a fanfic I want to read because there's so many fanfics now. In my opinion, the popularity voting  system is only for those who update offten. So you see the problem I'm facing?  I really like taemin in SHINee.  If anyone can tell me a good taemin fanfic, please do tell. :)  I'm not suggesting for AFF to change thier system.  Im sure there are good explanations about the make up for this site.  That said, it's not my cup of tea, I go to different site to read fanfics now.  I think encouraging frquent updaters is a good thing, but it has its downsides.  Authors like me will might as well write to themselves lol.

As for my stories, I started writing out of depression. I know I'm not the only one who does this, plus I had a lot of kill time back then. I'm at the point that I need to be serious about my future, so I can't update as often as I want on my stories.  I'll still keep them here in case I do want to come back to them.  Another reason is that i'm picking up a new pastime. I'm taking an art class.  Art was something I always wanted to pursue in as a major hobby, it's easier for me to express myself through images than through words.  Even though english is my main  language, I don't consider myself having savvy literacy.  I'm a very straightforward person in real life, so no space for a play for words, and I find that a good playing of words my kind of fanfiction.

You're still reading this? I'm shocked, but secretly greatful. I just need to make my existance known, not dying off of some highway lol. ^^

(excuse my many grammar errors, typed this on my phone, an too lazy to change stuff)

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maui_maui #1
Hiyeom! It's a shame that I wouldn't find out who Shinjun is going to end up with or where would the magical SHINee take Jenha. *sigh*

I LOVE your stories! I've always hoped to see one of your stories on the "new updates" list every time I go on. :/

That's okay. I know exactly what you mean!!! It's really difficult to find a fic that will suit my taste. It's like looking for a needle in a haystack (BTW, I LOVE Taemin too!)

Wish you the best on your plans and your classes! Hopefully some day the hidden flame of inspiration inside you would be lit once again.

- maui ^^