useless rambling
Whoa. It's been too long. I haven't updated since January, and jsut recently posted a chap upate a few days ago. So without further do, let's get to the point.
I'm slowly losing interst in my stories.
I think one of the factors is that I don't keep track on my kpop groups, so my inner fangirl isn't switching on as much. However, the major factor is AFF.
Don't get me wrong, I like this site, but from the past year I find it hard to stumble a fanfic I want to read because there's so many fanfics now. In my opinion, the popularity voting system is only for those who update offten. So you see the problem I'm facing? I really like taemin in SHINee. If anyone can tell me a good taemin fanfic, please do tell. :) I'm not suggesting for AFF to change thier system. Im sure there are good explanations about the make up for this site. That said, it's not my cup of tea, I go to different site to read fanfics now. I think encouraging frquent updaters is a good thing, but it has its downsides. Authors like me will might as well write to themselves lol.
As for my stories, I started writing out of depression. I know I'm not the only one who does this, plus I had a lot of kill time back then. I'm at the point that I need to be serious about my future, so I can't update as often as I want on my stories. I'll still keep them here in case I do want to come back to them. Another reason is that i'm picking up a new pastime. I'm taking an art class. Art was something I always wanted to pursue in as a major hobby, it's easier for me to express myself through images than through words. Even though english is my main language, I don't consider myself having savvy literacy. I'm a very straightforward person in real life, so no space for a play for words, and I find that a good playing of words my kind of fanfiction.
You're still reading this? I'm shocked, but secretly greatful. I just need to make my existance known, not dying off of some highway lol. ^^
(excuse my many grammar errors, typed this on my phone, an too lazy to change stuff)
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