I start today’s journal entry with a cough, not knowing what to write. Lately I’ve been down and I have not even the slightest idea why. A part of me says that it’s just one of those stupid bloody mood swings you get as a free gift when you’re in your period.

I sigh in frustration, for I know deep down inside it’s not those stupid mood swings.

I look back into my old diaries and smile and snicker by myself seeing how stupid I have been these past four years.

This year will be my fifth year in Arabic school. Five years of memories, five years of pain, five years of bliss.

I can’t imagine my life if I didn’t enter these two schools, SPA and SUAMP.

What I cannot understand is that since my second year, there’s always a big fight and then my “best friend” becomes my worst enemy.

Sometimes I stop and wonder who’ll be my “ex-friend” this year. Because right now I’m quite tight with one of my classmates. And I simply cannot picture how I would have a fight with her.

Funny how before every fight I always think that we would last forever, insert laugh here. Yeah, I’m stupid like that.

Even after two fights I would still hold onto my belief that friendships last forever.

Now you all know how stupid I was, and still am.

LOL what am I writing.

Well… right now I’m as confused as D.O.

Bye bye, I’m trying to finish reading one of my novels! LOL.

One thing that I have learnt is that people change.

Oh, and that no matter what happens we need to move on with life (which I totally at).