You've crossed the line !

 

 

 

 

Over these years I've taught myself how to not listen to the people who wants  to hurt me , how not to judge a book by it's cover and how to be tolerant . Some  people call me a just because I hang out with boys . It's not my fault that some girls are such drama queens and I can't stand that. I'm usually a laid back person and I can get along with any type of people. But sweetie once you insult my music taste and my biases you won't escape so easily.
So  ,one day I was talking with two of my best friends. They are the only girls that I can stand . I thought they were open minded. Well , I guess I was wrong. 
We were talking about  our crushes  and I showed them a photo of Taemin. Their reaction surprised me . They asked me if I was straight  because if I wasn't then our friendship was over. I asked them why and guess what they told me : they are afraid I will fell in love with them . I asked them from where did they get that idea and they told me it was  because I like girls  that wore heavy makeup. I  told them that they were boys and not girls. Now this is when they actually crossed the line . They told me that my music taste , that  the bands I listen to can't sing or dance and that they are all probably gay.
Look honey, I don't think I've ever told you that Justin Bieber . I know that everyone has their own oppinions but this people trained years and years to become idols.   Later I found out that they are racisist : they don't like black people, homoual and asian. 
 
I don't think I can ever face them and actually act like before. I know that they think beeing gay is a sin , but  all that happens in this world  is approved by God. If God thought that loving  someone that has the same as you is a sin than this type of love wouldn't exist . Love is the most  beautiful feeling in the world .  
 
Another thing that upset me was that people think me as a weird and crazy person.  In my school I'm known as the Ice Queen or as the Dragon Queen. I'm crazy and random , but I don't usually  trust people. Some girls call me a , , just because I speak my mind and I  get along well with the boys . 
 
Another reason might be because I listen to Kpop and in my country asian culture isn't welcomed. They think that all asian people are gay or some stupid things like that. 
 
I'm verry happy that I found Asianfanfics because this is the only place I can call my second home . 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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Zyx110077
#1
Aww :/

head your head up and be strong!
bohubear
#2
I'm from Roumania ...
jonginoona
#3
ahat the hell? thats just rude -_-"
where r u really from? and where do u live rite now?
asianlovingmexican
#4
where are you from i can go kick thier for you
IamA13eliever
#5
I mean my friends tease me too but not like that. If they say things like that...I don't think they were friends. Thats just mean and completely ignorant and I can't stand ppl like tht. *gives hugs* AFF friends
Know ur pain and we stick together haha
missasaya
#6
Wow! I mean my friends tease me about kpop but they still think some of the kpop boys are kinda cute. Also, those es are racist. I mean seriously we're in the 21st century. Btw I would not want to go to your school espically since I'm Arab. ( i wonder how would that turn out ) No offense if something here offended you.
AsianInspirits
#7
What the actual ?
I'm the same a bit too, when my 'friends' or 'family' insult my biases and my music, i totally snap! I dont give a who it is or whose watching me. They can go and die in a whole for all I care (Nah I aint THAT tight..) But still! What horrible friends!
Hearing you say your crazy and random, and you dont easily trust people, OH GOSH YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I FEEL!
I felt like the only one their.
I'm known as a cold in a innocent body to popular boys, and some of my frenemies. I don't care.
I dont trust them enough to be like treating them nicely.
Neither do I like getting a long with girls.
Ch4nnii
#8
OH DEAR GOD THOSE ES.
How dare they call you their ing friend?!
I hang out with boys too. They can always understand me better. But nobody calls me a for having a lot of guy friends...
So why the hell are they doing it to you?!
I agree. God wouldn't be God if He didn't accept everyone he way they are.
I am biual. I hate it when people immediately assume that I would sleep with anyone when I tell them about my uality. Like seriously, how can they even think such stupid things? I only sleep with people who I love, it's not like I'm a cheap because I like both es.
I am also very happy that I found Asianfanfics. I found my best online friends here.
People think of me as weird too... But I don't see a problem with it. I like it for some reason acually~ Does that make me even weirder?
I HATE IT when people insult my bias(es) or kpop idols over all. One of my best friends is a hater of everything related to Korea, but we're slowly drifting apart.
It's probably impossible to be my friend if you dislike Asia, because that's basically the only thing I ever talk about hehe ^^
blazensaddles #9
My whole family is always asking me questions and pestering me and making fun of me because I like Kpop. Fortunately, sorry to say this but, nobody went to that extreme. Can I go to your school and punch them? :)
ChaoticDarkAngel
#10
Wow sorry to say...but your friends . My cousin teases me about liking K-Pop but he never calls them gay, just that they look like girls -_- He stopped though so that's good. I would never hang out with racist people, were all the same aren't we? Aren't we all human? Why judge other's based on their skin color or race? I agree too :) Asianfanfics is also like my second home ^^ Nothing can beat my real family though :) But I love this site so much, I can be myself at home I know that; but here I really feel like I can show even more of myself ha ha. Don't worry dongsaeng you still have us, forget those y girl's and you're not a either just because you hang out with guys *rolls eyes* I hang out and talk to a lot of guys too but I'm not doing anything with them. My family doesn't care if I'm interested in the Asian culture, we accept all culture's ^^