all i ever wanted to do was just live a nice, easy and healthy life. nothing else. but then why is it that everything i want, doesnt come my way? So i know that life isn't easy and not everything can go the way i want it to but most things should be okay...right? I only had my birthday party two days ago. And already, im crying my eyes out because of school, life, friends, relationships. i just got out of a bad relationship...i'm not recovered despite what i show... i like another guy now...a guy i hardly know. i just found out that a guy i thought i knew at school wasn't him. i just felt like the whole weight of the world is on my shoulders. and im only 16. this new aff is a big problem for me to. to nichi: i have nothing against you. i love this site. i love the people here. i love the way things goes on around here. i love it here. this site means everything to me. but changing the layout...i know you had to. everyone misses the old aff. im sorry if i keep on contradicting you. to mariangel: i dont care. im hurting people. mariangel eonni was my best friend. but everyone here should know that when im angry, best to stay away from me. so yes. stay away. to my new friends. if you're scared now, it would be a good time to pretend i never existed.